Comfortable

[TheN3rdyOutcast]

With all of my sexual deviancy, starting with the fact that I'm gay in the first place, I'm not really sure I'm comfortable with it all. I know I didn't choose to be this way, and I know that I'm not necessarily doing anything wrong, but expressing my Sexual deviancy as a whole just feels, uncomfortable. (The reason I don't just say "sexual orientation" is because I am a participant in various fetishes, such as the furry fetish, and that's really the only one I can say without making you all go "WTF?!?!?!")

Does anybody else just feel overall unsettled by their sexuality, but just don't know why?

[CosmicNoodle]

Sometimes it freaks me out, not because I don't accept it, I do hole heartedly, but its just the sheer size and complexity of it, like complex math, makes me dizzy.

And your not the only one with odd fetished.....BDSM and Tourture anyone? ;)

[Jack russell dad]

With all of my sexual deviancy, starting with the fact that I'm gay in the first place, I'm not really sure I'm comfortable with it all. I know I didn't choose to be this way, and I know that I'm not necessarily doing anything wrong, but expressing my Sexual deviancy as a whole just feels, uncomfortable. (The reason I don't just say "sexual orientation" is because I am a participant in various fetishes, such as the furry fetish, and that's really the only one I can say without making you all go "WTF?!?!?!")

Does anybody else just feel overall unsettled by their sexuality, but just don't know why?

Yes. I know how you feel. When i go to come out to somebody or i think about when i came out i think about how people view me and how some people look at it as 'nasty' or 'dirty' but im still a proud gay man. I just dont tell EVERYBODY about it.

[ksdnfkfr]

I wonder if it hurts my rep here when i'm open about kissing with another boy and am wanting also to crossdress by wearing girl panties and feel a little more femanine that way. I wonder if it sounds like i'm trolling saying stuff like that.

[CosmicNoodle]

Yes. I know how you feel. When i go to come out to somebody or i think about when i came out i think about how people view me and how some people look at it as 'nasty' or 'dirty' but im still a proud gay man. I just dont tell EVERYBODY about it.

I know people who will greet a stanger by saying, "Hi, I'm Andew and I'm gay", as if they see it as a defining factor aboiut themselfes, I agree with Seth, don't just tell people for the sake of telling people