unable to cry

[Broken Toy]

i feel at least once a week like breaking down and crying, and i just can't. i've always been the person not to cry, i haven't cried through pain in years and the only time i cry through emotion is when i have a lot of feelings bottled up but that only happened a couple years ago so i guess puberty helped there. it feels awful to be in a state of breakdown while not actually letting out any emotion and everytime i feel like crying i just feel worse. how do i learn to cry? :(

[Jack russell dad]

i feel at least once a week like breaking down and crying, and i just can't. i've always been the person not to cry, i haven't cried through pain in years and the only time i cry through emotion is when i have a lot of feelings bottled up but that only happened a couple years ago so i guess puberty helped there. it feels awful to be in a state of breakdown while not actually letting out any emotion and everytime i feel like crying i just feel worse. how do i learn to cry? :(

Yes friend. I feel your sorrow on SOOOO many levels:'(
i cant tell you how to cry, maybe think of how youve been wronged in the passed. I think of this summer. My favorite cousin(only accepting cousin) told me to fuck off, half my family has replaced me, the other half very very sick. My step dads side just flat out prefers my sis. I discovered i was gay. Just a emotional rollercoaster. I also think about when i lost my 15 year old akita, Avea, on dec. 12, 2013 at 7:03 P.M.. message me if you want to talk
Offsite contact prompt removed. ~Hannah

[Broken Toy]

i kind of examined my own childhood and i think i don't cry because my dad is a man's man and i don't show a lot of emotion because my dad doesn't so i accepted it that people don't show emotion. basically, i'm rather fucked.

thanks a lot though for your support and help

[Jack russell dad]

i kind of examined my own childhood and i think i don't cry because my dad is a man's man and i don't show a lot of emotion because my dad doesn't so i accepted it that people don't show emotion. basically, i'm rather fucked.

thanks a lot though for your support and help

Just message me whenevs man. Ill be here if you need a friend

[Broken Toy]

means a lot, thanks. same to you

[Jack russell dad]

means a lot, thanks. same to you

We all need support. And friends. Which it appears im losing this year. Im here if ya need me. you sound like you need a friend

[Broken Toy]

i dont know what i need. probably a counselor. it is good to know that people are there for me

[Jack russell dad]

i dont know what i need. probably a counselor. it is good to know that people are there for me

Yea, a councelor or therapist will work.
And yea, we may come from far and wide, but alot of people still care about others, and ill remember you in my prayers if youd like