i lied

[Remora]

so most of the things i posted on here are bullcrap. i mean, the ones about beeing in love. i'm a little piece of shit and only now i'm realising it was just another attempt to get attention.

i haven't ever felt love for anyone at all. i'm sorry and nobody probably cares but im going to have to tell people i know in real life soon.

this is probably just another attempt to get attention. on that note, don't reply. you'll give me attention.

i'm genuinely sorry for beeing alive. thanks.

[Croconaw]

Never apologize for being alive. Everyone deserves to be here. Everyone has a purpose in life. You just haven't found yours yet.

[Elliott_hn]

jeez what a deep message... like what Feraligatr said, don't apologize for being alive. Im sure there are people that love You.

[Blood]

We're young, we make mistakes, we move on. That's life. Don't apologize for being alive.

[TheN3rdyOutcast]

Don't worry, we've all been there, and it's never something that we're proud of.

[ksdnfkfr]

you came clean so i'm not bothered by it

[Remora]

I'm not even gay. neither am i straight. i didn't know what to choose and everyone pressured me to say something. my life is a lie and i almost got myself to believe it.

[CosmicNoodle]

Wow someone semms low, want to talk about it?

[Karkat]

Heh, you know, I've felt sorry for being alive lately. Do you want to know what came out of that?

A very distraught best friend. I worried the crap out of him by essentially leaving him a suicide note via text. And I almost ended up killing myself too- I don't even remember being able to get the scarf untied from around my neck. It was tight. The last thing I remember was struggling. I woke up with it around my neck still this morning, and I also awoke to some frantic texts.

Yeah, you may feel like no one wants you alive right now, but you're probably wrong. So don't apologize for being alive. We all make mistakes sometimes.

[Remora]

That's the hole point. I'm a ignorant bag of dicks and smiling as i type this. I'd always been an attention whore. I have no intents to kill or harm myself physically in any way. Hell, i'm listening to some happy song, "October". Now i might be sure i don't deserve to be alive, but as long as i am, it seems best to just live.

I can't believe this. Every post i made is an attempt to whore attention, and i'm perfectly fine with it. I hate myself.

[Cognizant]

That's the hole point. I'm a ignorant bag of dicks and smiling as i type this. I'd always been an attention whore. I have no intents to kill or harm myself physically in any way. Hell, i'm listening to some happy song, "October". Now i might be sure i don't deserve to be alive, but as long as i am, it seems best to just live.

I can't believe this. Every post i made is an attempt to whore attention, and i'm perfectly fine with it. I hate myself.

I think we all get that way from time to time. I was the hugest attention whore when I was 14. The reason I originally got banned from GovTeen was because I lied about things I shouldn't have just so people would like me. When my parents divorced, I was so depressed and desperate for attention that I would actually fake being depressed to people so they could cheer me up and make me feel like people really liked me. I just applaud you for being honest about your mistake - I don't think I ever really told the truth to people back then. Acknowledgement is the first step to change and you've paved the road to improvement. It's your choice, however, to decide if you want to stay on the road or to make a U-turn and head back to the dark side.

(Unfortunately however, if you choose to make a u-turn, I don't know how much we would be able to support you on that decision. But alas, we're just a bunch of teens on a website. It's your life, your choice.)

[Karkat]

That's the hole point. I'm a ignorant bag of dicks and smiling as i type this. I'd always been an attention whore. I have no intents to kill or harm myself physically in any way. Hell, i'm listening to some happy song, "October". Now i might be sure i don't deserve to be alive, but as long as i am, it seems best to just live.

I can't believe this. Every post i made is an attempt to whore attention, and i'm perfectly fine with it. I hate myself.

Tbh, that's good in a way.

I'd rather you were ok with being alive, and that you didn't want to hurt yourself. That's actually kind of a relief to hear.

[Dennis98]

I hope that this is not lie that you lie xD ... Anyway , you should see psychiatrist , because it can be real problem in your future , I have been to psychiatrist , nothing special , I had to do some tests and to talk with psychiatrist , so on basic of that tests and conversation , he/she will establish your diagnosis , if you have it , as I said , i hope that this is not lie that you lie xD ...

[Dalcourt]

That's the hole point. I'm a ignorant bag of dicks and smiling as i type this. I'd always been an attention whore. I have no intents to kill or harm myself physically in any way. Hell, i'm listening to some happy song, "October". Now i might be sure i don't deserve to be alive, but as long as i am, it seems best to just live.

I can't believe this. Every post i made is an attempt to whore attention, and i'm perfectly fine with it. I hate myself.

Well, honestly I don't see a problem ya came clean and it's okay. I mean everyone wants attention I guess, well at least most people I know.
I'm just wondering why you lied when you are happy with your life. I'm sure you'd get attention as the real you without lying, too. So if you care to show us the real you I'd be happy to get to know it :)

[Hudor]

I lied too and countlessly for attention mainly and to wriggle out of a tight spot whenever I couldn't see an easy way out. Seeking attention isn't a bad thing. I want it too and I like it when I get it. As [-]tysci[/-] Peanut24 said we would like to know the real you. The more fabricated a version of yourself you portray, however mystic and complex you seem, people may be intrigued by you for a while but to be friends/have a relationship people search for a connection, a sense of mutual understanding and a true relation cannot be built unless you present your real self.

[Remora]

That's the other whole point. The real me is boring, just, "normal".

[Hudor]

It is basically perspective. A person you may find very interesting may seem boring to someone else.

[Leprous]

so most of the things i posted on here are bullcrap. i mean, the ones about beeing in love. i'm a little piece of shit and only now i'm realising it was just another attempt to get attention.

i haven't ever felt love for anyone at all. i'm sorry and nobody probably cares but im going to have to tell people i know in real life soon.

this is probably just another attempt to get attention. on that note, don't reply. you'll give me attention.

i'm genuinely sorry for beeing alive. thanks.

You should never be sorry for being alive, we all make mistakes, and we have to learn from them. You have to stay strong, okay? We do care about you, we all do, I remember being in the chatroom with you and you seemed like a pretty cool guy. If you ever need someone to talk to, just lemme know buddy.