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Jack russell dad
August 17th, 2014, 06:53 PM
Ok, im 15 going on 16, and im pretty sure im gay. It has been 3 years since ive been attracted to any woman or girl. Last crush i had i was 13, or 12, and i found her pretty. I didnt want sexual relations. So three years pass. No attractions. Only porn. I looked at boobs, jacked off to them, then i looked at a picture of a naked guy. I got hornier than usual, and i liked it more. Ive always liked guys a lil more than women. So i went on looking at gayer and gayer porn, eventually gay guys having sex. That REALLY got me going. Then i got in 9th grade. A hawaiien guy moved here. He was hot,,had a sexy accent. I liked him. Then another year, no attractions. Then i met joey. Mmmm i LOVED HIM. he was muscular, tall, tanned, sexy. I stared and stared at him. I noticed i became more 'noticeable' when around him, that is i tried to impress him, i showed off, did what i could to talk to him. I was more talkative around him. Jacked of thinking of me and him. I had sexual thoughts when i seen him. Just natural thoughts. I didnt cause them. Then his lil bro, who was 14, caught my eye. I stared at his lips wanting to kiss and kiss him. I had some VERY PLEASURABLE fantasies of me and him. I crushed hard on josh. Long blonde hair. I fantasied me and him in the bathroom stall, me pleasuring him. Or vice versa. I had never wanted anyone like i did him. I loved him. Then the summer. He moved. I started thinking bout my sexuality. Now im gay. Im positive i am. I think of sex with a girl, i stay soft, little arousal to none. With a guy, i get hard, very aroused. I get the need for sex with a guy.
I can literally watch lesbo pornos like saturday morning cartoons. I watch guy on guy porn, i get a need to do that with a guy. I think of sex with a woman, i get turned off.
So, do you think im gay? And btw im thinking of asking out this bi guy at school, subjestions are welcome. Thanks. And sorry if this is long

SAO Pokemon Hunter
August 17th, 2014, 08:39 PM
Wow you fall way too easy but hey im like that with girls :P well considering you haven't acted out yet id say wait until you experiment as I was like that as well, I experimented with a guy I like the oral (receiving) but not giving ;) I still find guys attractive but I wouldnt do them :) I say ask this guy out and see where it goes ;)

Jack russell dad
August 17th, 2014, 08:48 PM
Wow you fall way too easy but hey im like that with girls :P well considering you haven't acted out yet id say wait until you experiment as I was like that as well, I experimented with a guy I like the oral (receiving) but not giving ;) I still find guys attractive but I wouldnt do them :) I say ask this guy out and see where it goes ;)

Ive not acted, but i will say this. I can see a naked woman and get no excitement, ive seen my sisters friend naked. She would be considered hot. Yet with a guy, yea that gets me going. Plus i want to give head to a guy, i desire. As for women, good friends, nothing more. Im friends with some of the hottest girls in high school. But i see no attraction. Even when they wear yoga pants. Nothing. I do wish aj would wear spandex tho. Thatd be realllll nice ;)

Capitalist14
August 17th, 2014, 10:08 PM
It's simple. you are totally gay. If you want to experiment with a bitch your gonna need to explain that you're gay. I think they'd still have sex with you. Just out of curiosity are you masculine gay or feminine gay ( i don't want to spell it out LOUD ). because i think a women is more likely to do this if you are not basically being a girl. IDK enough about this

JakePaiv
August 17th, 2014, 10:42 PM
Truly the decision is yours, but it sounds like it already has been decided. I feel the same way. I was wondering about myself for a couple of years, and I found very slowly that I've no attraction whatsoever to females. I feel the same way about a Josh at my school, but I went and mucked things up so I'm gonna say just to be careful if you ask Aj anything relationship wise. Some gays can be moody... like I was for a while. Now everyone I know says I'm one of the most laid back people they know.

Jack russell dad
August 17th, 2014, 10:53 PM
It's simple. you are totally gay. If you want to experiment with a bitch your gonna need to explain that you're gay. I think they'd still have sex with you. Just out of curiosity are you masculine gay or feminine gay ( i don't want to spell it out LOUD ). because i think a women is more likely to do this if you are not basically being a girl. IDK enough about this

Im more feminine, and i have no desire to experiment with a woman. I want a man.

Truly the decision is yours, but it sounds like it already has been decided. I feel the same way. I was wondering about myself for a couple of years, and I found very slowly that I've no attraction whatsoever to females. I feel the same way about a Josh at my school, but I went and mucked things up so I'm gonna say just to be careful if you ask Aj anything relationship wise. Some gays can be moody... like I was for a while. Now everyone I know says I'm one of the most laid back people they know.

Yea woman make me uncomfortable. Im gonna ask that guy out. Yea its like i know im gay i just get these contradicting thoughts in my mind. I hate them. One second i know im gay, then a thought saying im in a phase or somethimg hits and i test myself.

JakePaiv
August 17th, 2014, 11:10 PM
I went through that when I thought I was bi. Well it turned out for me to be a phase. All I can say now is best of luck to you and your hottie!

Jack russell dad
August 17th, 2014, 11:34 PM
I went through that when I thought I was bi. Well it turned out for me to be a phase. All I can say now is best of luck to you and your hottie!

Well see, i know im gay, ive looked around and phases dont last this long, or deep. As i feel in love with two men already, my thoughts only do this when i have free time. Woman are turn offs. Thinking of kissing them makes me uncomfortable. Same with sex. Yet with a guy i get this, well its like a need to be with a man. And thanks.

JakePaiv
August 17th, 2014, 11:46 PM
Your welcome. And you should go for it cause you might miss your chance if he's looking outward at someone too.

Jack russell dad
August 18th, 2014, 09:16 AM
I have a much much stronger attraction to him than i though.

Capitalist14
August 18th, 2014, 10:30 AM
Im more feminine, and i have no desire to experiment with a woman. I want a man.

I have no problem with gay people. but i think it is more a psychological condition. You do realize that biologically speaking an anus is an "exit only" area, and abusing this fact puts you at risk. i mean the human reproductive system was made for man and woman. try it with a women and you might like it. i mean you never know until you try. doing it with a guy kind of seals any chance of you being cured away. you do realize that anything this big going in an exit only area will really hurt? But i can't stop you, it's a free country. It's an unnatural life to live, why do you think god created HIV?
and if you want to be cured, never accept that you are "gay"

Jack russell dad
August 18th, 2014, 10:50 AM
I have no problem with gay people. but i think it is more a psychological condition. You do realize that biologically speaking an anus is an "exit only" area, and abusing this fact puts you at risk. i mean the human reproductive system was made for man and woman. try it with a women and you might like it. i mean you never know until you try. doing it with a guy kind of seals any chance of you being cured away. you do realize that anything this big going in an exit only area will really hurt? But i can't stop you, it's a free country. It's an unnatural life to live, why do you think god created HIV?
and if you want to be cured, never accept that you are "gay"

Listen, i didnt choose to be gay. Im accepting it slowly. I like being gay. Men are hot. Vagina's and boob's are total turn off's. a penis is a turn on. The anus is good as any. Now, it is a free country and you have your beliefs, i have mine. I didnt choose my attractions, but im sure as hell gonna enjoy them. Now im gonna ask richard out. If you dont like it then oh well. Im me, you are you. Now, have a nice day.

Gamma Male
August 18th, 2014, 11:28 AM
I have no problem with gay people. but i think it is more a psychological condition. You do realize that biologically speaking an anus is an "exit only" area, and abusing this fact puts you at risk. i mean the human reproductive system was made for man and woman. try it with a women and you might like it. i mean you never know until you try. doing it with a guy kind of seals any chance of you being cured away. you do realize that anything this big going in an exit only area will really hurt? But i can't stop you, it's a free country. It's an unnatural life to live, why do you think god created HIV?
and if you want to be cured, never accept that you are "gay"

Homosexuality has been observed in over 500 different species. Homophobia has only been observed in one.

I think it's obvious which is more "Natural".

Jack russell dad
August 18th, 2014, 12:14 PM
Homosexuality has been observed in over 500 different species. Homophobia has only been observed in one.

I think it's obvious which is more "Natural".

Thanks. Couldnt of said it better myself.

Capitalist14
August 18th, 2014, 12:38 PM
Listen, i didnt choose to be gay. Im accepting it slowly. I like being gay. Men are hot. Vagina's and boob's are total turn off's. a penis is a turn on. The anus is good as any. Now, it is a free country and you have your beliefs, i have mine. I didnt choose my attractions, but im sure as hell gonna enjoy them. Now im gonna ask richard out. If you dont like it then oh well. Im me, you are you. Now, have a nice day.

Up to you. never understood how a pair of tits or a cunt could possibly be a turn off. reproduction is biologically designed to make children. if it was natural it's be adam and steve, not adam and eve. but i suppose air freshener ain't natural and we still use this. if you're slowly accepting it is too late. the anus is not a part of the reproductive system, if it was it'd
a) lubricate
b) be a gateway to creating children
i really don't give a shit, i'm only trying to turn you away from a lifetime of evil. enjoy the piles, all the STD's under the sun and the clear lack of decency. you will pay for your sins someday.
the problem is that the liberals taught children not to believe in god and with nothing to regulate them they do evil acts like this.

Homosexuality has been observed in over 500 different species. Homophobia has only been observed in one.

I think it's obvious which is more "Natural".

Damn liberal twat. These animals assume they're female. This is an environmental disease, a cancer to humanity. He has not done anything wrong as of now, but all you're doing is encouraging him.

jacko
August 18th, 2014, 12:48 PM
Up to you. never understood how a pair of tits or a cunt could possibly be a turn off. reproduction is biologically designed to make children. if it was natural it's be adam and steve, not adam and eve. but i suppose air freshener ain't natural and we still use this. if you're slowly accepting it is too late. the anus is not a part of the reproductive system, if it was it'd
a) lubricate
b) be a gateway to creating children
i really don't give a shit, i'm only trying to turn you away from a lifetime of evil. enjoy the piles, all the STD's under the sun and the clear lack of decency. you will pay for your sins someday.
the problem is that the liberals taught children not to believe in god and with nothing to regulate them they do evil acts like this.

OMG, I think i just died reading this. Being gay isn't evil. Beeing an asshole is.

Capitalist14
August 18th, 2014, 01:15 PM
OMG, I think i just died reading this. Being gay isn't evil. Beeing an asshole is.

Please don't use the lords name in vain.

Jack russell dad
August 18th, 2014, 01:47 PM
Damn liberal twat. These animals assume they're female. This is an environmental disease, a cancer to humanity. He has not done anything wrong as of now, but all you're doing is encouraging him.
Just cause your not gay doesnt mean you should hate. i NEVER fucking chose to be gay, dammit, but im gonna accept it. you are rude, saying its 'too late' the fuck that mean? whats too late? i love men, so im diseased. do some research. thats all im saying. so what your saying is i need to live my life a lie? spend it with women, when men are my attraction. why dont you try it. did YOU choose to be straight? you think i chose all this ridicule? no i didnt. now calm down, leave me the fuck alone, and stay off my threads

Damn liberal twat. These animals assume they're female. This is an environmental disease, a cancer to humanity. He has not done anything wrong as of now, but all you're doing is encouraging him. they should be cured like any other mentally ill person.

i havent did wrong? excuse me, for all you know i have. He is not encouraging me, he realises this is not a choice. plain and simple. and he isnt a twat, thats an insult. you are

JustJordan
August 18th, 2014, 02:27 PM
I would say you are gay and your hormones are just raging at the discovery of your newfound sexuality. You could still be bi or even straight as some people go theough phases like these during puberty. But if you're gay, thats your decision and I or anyone else of a different sexuality has no right to judge you.

Living For Love
August 18th, 2014, 02:51 PM
Mod note: some posts have been edited, let's keep the discussion civil, please.

StoppingTime
August 18th, 2014, 03:22 PM
Up to you. never understood how a pair of tits or a cunt could possibly be a turn off.

Good for you, unfortunately, you're not the OP and have literally no say in what he does or does not find a "turn on" as you've put it.


reproduction is biologically designed to make children. if it was natural it's be adam and steve, not adam and eve. but i suppose air freshener ain't natural and we still use this.

None of this makes any sense, so I'm just going to ignore it. If you truly, honestly believe that being gay only means "they have gay sex" you have an extremely narrow-minded view of sexuality.


if you're slowly accepting it is too late. the anus is not a part of the reproductive system, if it was it'd
a) lubricate
b) be a gateway to creating children

Lul, so therefore it's what, unnatural? Unhealthy? Pure and utter sodomy awaiting eternity in hell? Who honestly cares?


i really don't give a shit, i'm only trying to turn you away from a lifetime of evil. enjoy the piles, all the STD's under the sun and the clear lack of decency. you will pay for your sins someday.
the problem is that the liberals taught children not to believe in god and with nothing to regulate them they do evil acts like this.

This forum isn't for you to preach your religion and "turn people away" from being gay. That's not how it works, and I can only hope you know this but just refuse to accept it for some reason or another.



Damn liberal twat. These animals assume they're female. This is an environmental disease, a cancer to humanity. He has not done anything wrong as of now, but all you're doing is encouraging him.

If you continue with this kind of ridiculous attitude, I don't think you'll find yourself on this forum much longer. Either act with maturity, or don't post. As Tiago said, keep this discussion appropriate.

Capitalist14
August 18th, 2014, 08:11 PM
only trying to help. is this not the point of this site?

StoppingTime
August 18th, 2014, 08:28 PM
but i think it is more a psychological condition. You do realize that biologically speaking an anus is an "exit only" area, and abusing this fact puts you at risk. i mean the human reproductive system was made for man and woman. try it with a women and you might like it. i mean you never know until you try. doing it with a guy kind of seals any chance of you being cured away. you do realize that anything this big going in an exit only area will really hurt? But i can't stop you, it's a free country. It's an unnatural life to live, why do you think god created HIV?
and if you want to be cured, never accept that you are "gay"


i really don't give a shit, i'm only trying to turn you away from a lifetime of evil. enjoy the piles, all the STD's under the sun and the clear lack of decency. you will pay for your sins someday.
the problem is that the liberals taught children not to believe in god and with nothing to regulate them they do evil acts like this.



Damn liberal twat. These animals assume they're female. This is an environmental disease, a cancer to humanity. He has not done anything wrong as of now, but all you're doing is encouraging him.

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only trying to help. is this not the point of this site?


As I hope you can see from the highlighted posts above, telling someone that they have "a psychological condition in need of curing," you're not exacting helping, nor are you even responding to the original poster's concerns. If you'd like to further discuss this, PM me.

Mastretta
August 18th, 2014, 09:36 PM
But on serious note most likely, if you feel you be in a emotional relationship with either or and not just physically then you may be gay.

Jack russell dad
August 18th, 2014, 10:04 PM
But on serious note most likely, if you feel you be in a emotional relationship with either or and not just physically then you may be gay.

Yea. I have fell in love with two guys. I want to give and recieve love and care from them. If i spend my life with somoeone other than a man i can say i would never be completely happy. unless i was with a man

Mastretta
August 18th, 2014, 10:12 PM
Yea. I have fell in love with two guys. I want to give and recieve love and care from them. If i spend my life with somoeone other than a man i can say i would never be completely happy. unless i was with a man
You're gay, but remember it's nothing wrong with you and I'm proud you're at least not denying it and trying to find yourself.

Jack russell dad
August 18th, 2014, 10:23 PM
You're gay, but remember it's nothing wrong with you and I'm proud you're at least not denying it and trying to find yourself.

Yea and thanks. Im gonna try and get close with that guy. He's hot, beutiful. Tomorrow