xXoblivionXx
August 17th, 2014, 08:31 AM
it's rant time...
as the title states, I'm bored with life. School, work, study, hang out, family stuff, repeat. It's almost the same things everyday and I'm a busy person, I put a lot on my plate because I feel like I need a distraction. That I can't just live life, I need to be distracted in order to get through the day, through the week. what kind of life is that? I try to live each day to it's fullest and enjoy the little things but ultimately I'm just bored with life. Like I don't even want to hang out, I don't want to text back. But part of me wants to. School starts soon and I need to be on top of my game this year. Last time I had to do that, I went way over my head and I ended up really messed up, psychologically. I don't know. I guess I don't like the way things are now, I feel trapped and like I'm on the brink of breaking down and crying
as the title states, I'm bored with life. School, work, study, hang out, family stuff, repeat. It's almost the same things everyday and I'm a busy person, I put a lot on my plate because I feel like I need a distraction. That I can't just live life, I need to be distracted in order to get through the day, through the week. what kind of life is that? I try to live each day to it's fullest and enjoy the little things but ultimately I'm just bored with life. Like I don't even want to hang out, I don't want to text back. But part of me wants to. School starts soon and I need to be on top of my game this year. Last time I had to do that, I went way over my head and I ended up really messed up, psychologically. I don't know. I guess I don't like the way things are now, I feel trapped and like I'm on the brink of breaking down and crying