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TheN3rdyOutcast
August 15th, 2014, 06:16 PM
I'm sick of my dad, anytime I make a timy mistake, he talks to me like a worthless creature. He makes me want to hang myself sometimes, and nobody knows that after the last time he yelled at me and pushed me up against the wall, I tried to strangle myself with a chain behind our house. I try to talk to him about how bad he makes me feel, but he calls it "disrespect" I wish I could take a butcher knife, slice out his heart and burn it, because that's how bad he makes me feel.

Celtics
August 15th, 2014, 07:44 PM
I've been in a similar situation. It was the same options too, but somehow I didn't do either. Everyday when I drive I think if I could only drive into a lake and drown, or hit a tree, etc. Its not worth it, I'm finally realizing it now. I had the worst day of my life thursday and was ready for everything to be over with. I lost everything I believed in and more. You just have to stick with life, you have to believe it gets better like I am right now. I couldn't even go to school today because of yesterday. Having to go back there for another 2 years I don't know if I can handle that. What I'm trying to get to is that everyone is facing something in their life. You could have it worse or they could. Just remember one day you will be out of your house, living on your own and have the world to take for yourself. Don't let a couple more years of hell drag you all the way down for eternity. Don't do it, and I wont either, that's a promise. Here is my all time favorite quote.
"An arrow can only be shot by pulling it backward. When life is dragging you back with difficulties, it means it's going to launch you into something great. So just focus, and keep aiming".

averygamerdude
August 16th, 2014, 01:19 PM
Yeah. I feel your pain. I feel like since I can gun down the kids who bullied me, I'm just gonna have to blow up my head.