Strawberry_Essence
August 13th, 2014, 08:27 PM
I think this is the right forum to post this in? (Haven't been on here in agggeessss) Also if I'm violating any rules here lemme know please.
I'm liked this guy for about a year and a half now. He's know basically the entire time so don't assume anything like he was thirsty and saw me as someone easy. We've done a lot of (non-sexual) things together including, hiking, mini-bootcamps (Were both in ROTC), gone out to eat (platonically) and hung out at the mall with some other friends. We basically see each other everyday just because we're really good friends. I'm a sophomore and he's a senior so there is a small age gap.
We've cuddled before and have done sweet things for each other out of the blue prior to all this happening. We've also done some more intimate things but we've never had sex.
Anyways I was at his house watching a movie with him and we were cuddling so I was really happy. Then he started to touch me and things got heated from there. You guys get the point. I then asked him if I could give him a BJ and he thought about it for a second, then we went to the bathroom in his house and yeaaahhh. That was the first time i've ever done something like that so I guess you could call it memorable. I was really happy to have pleased him and frankly I enjoyed it. The reason I'm sharing this is because I don't feel guilty about it. For some reason that makes me feel bad that I don't feel guily if that makes any sense. I would like some external opinion on this. As far as guilt. If I made a mistake or not.
ADDITIONAL NOTES: I really like this guy and I feel he likes me. I do want to be in a relationship with him. He wants to take me on dates and go out to eat so I know that he's interested too. I guess.
I'm liked this guy for about a year and a half now. He's know basically the entire time so don't assume anything like he was thirsty and saw me as someone easy. We've done a lot of (non-sexual) things together including, hiking, mini-bootcamps (Were both in ROTC), gone out to eat (platonically) and hung out at the mall with some other friends. We basically see each other everyday just because we're really good friends. I'm a sophomore and he's a senior so there is a small age gap.
We've cuddled before and have done sweet things for each other out of the blue prior to all this happening. We've also done some more intimate things but we've never had sex.
Anyways I was at his house watching a movie with him and we were cuddling so I was really happy. Then he started to touch me and things got heated from there. You guys get the point. I then asked him if I could give him a BJ and he thought about it for a second, then we went to the bathroom in his house and yeaaahhh. That was the first time i've ever done something like that so I guess you could call it memorable. I was really happy to have pleased him and frankly I enjoyed it. The reason I'm sharing this is because I don't feel guilty about it. For some reason that makes me feel bad that I don't feel guily if that makes any sense. I would like some external opinion on this. As far as guilt. If I made a mistake or not.
ADDITIONAL NOTES: I really like this guy and I feel he likes me. I do want to be in a relationship with him. He wants to take me on dates and go out to eat so I know that he's interested too. I guess.