Can't take the mental abuse anymore

[Drummer Ben]

I'm 17 years old and its really getting old. Everyday my parents yell at me accusing that I didn't brush my teeth or that I didn't wash my face. I do. What bothers me is I'm not 6 anymore and my mom constantly freaks out at me everyday. Everyday I wake up happy and my day gets ruined by my mom. I hate living with her. She always tell me how disgusting I am how dirty I am for no reason at all. She always has to be the winning side. When she was a kid her younger brother was treated better than her. Now that I'm the oldest I feel she's taking it out on me. I feel I can do nothing so I'm forced to act like a 2 year old and punch holes in walls and destroy my stuff. She is the devil to me I absolutely want her out of my life. As I'm typing this right now we just ended another huge fight. This has been going on my whole life.

I really feel my mom knows how to raise toddlers and past that she's absolutely confused. She would still hold my hand if she could. She can never take it easy. Everyday I wake up and cry to her mental abuse. I've been to phycologists but she lies to them and starts putting the problems on me.

I put all the blame for my life on my mom. All she did from 8 years old on is put me on Adderall and drug me so she wouldn't have to deal with me. Finally I took myself off and I feel better than ever. I just can't deal with all this anymore. I haven't lived a happy life in many years. Everyday is ruined by her. Anyone please help me and give me some hope that I will someday leave this treacherous waistland. Thank you everyone!

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Now That I think about it she almost seems as if she is Bipolar. She's happy one minute than an absolute nightmare to be around the next. She can never keep her thoughts straight and she's late for everything that doesn't involve her or my sister. Anyways I need her she never goes.

[Elliott_hn]

your mum is just like mine. always happy and then for what appears to be no reason she just explodes. cos I'm on a boat i can't just go for a walk to cool off. life is hell right now. i don't like her that much right now. but i just have to put up with it...

[Living For Love]

Me and my mum, we don't get along too, and sometimes these situations are normal, because even though it's your mother, your personalities and points of view might be totally different. Try to live your life as most independently as you can, and if you feel you're going to create another argument with her, then simply stop talking, go to your bedroom and get away from her. I understand that most of the times it's not your fault, but she's your mother, you can't like beat her up or something, that would be stupid, so it's just better to avoid getting into heated arguments and fights.

[Drummer Ben]

Yes, I have a hard time just walking away from things and letting things go. We argue over the most ridiculous things too over whose right or wrong. I always feel like I have to have the last word and that is something I need to change. It starts out quite and the. Gets louder and louder until it's a full blown fight.