All my Parents do is push push push

[Drummer Ben]

I'm 17 years old and its really getting old. Everyday my parents yell at me accusing that I didn't brush my teeth or that I didn't wash my face. I do. What bothers me is I'm not 6 anymore and my mom constantly freaks out at me everyday. Everyday I wake up happy and my day gets ruined by my mom. I hate living with her. She always tell me how disgusting I am how dirty I am for no reason at all. She always has to be the winning side. When she was a kid her younger brother was treated better than her. Now that I'm the oldest I feel she's taking it out on me. I feel I can do nothing so I'm forced to act like a 2 year old and punch holes in walls and destroy my stuff. She is the devil to me I absolutely want her out of my life. As I'm typing this right now we just ended another huge fight. This has been going on my whole life.

I really feel my mom knows how to raise toddlers and past that she's absolutely confused. She would still hold my hand if she could. She can never take it easy. Everyday I wake up and cry to her mental abuse. I've been to phycologists but she lies to them and starts putting the problems on me.

I put all the blame for my life on my mom. All she did from 8 years old on is put me on Adderall and drug me so she wouldn't have to deal with me. Finally I took myself off and I feel better than ever. I just can't deal with all this anymore. I haven't lived a happy life in many years. Everyday is ruined by her. Anyone please help me and give me some hope that I will someday leave this treacherous waistland. Thank you everyone!

[NeuroTiger]

Over protective mother...
Do you have any other siblings?

[Body odah Man]

I'm 17 years old and its really getting old. Everyday my parents yell at me accusing that I didn't brush my teeth or that I didn't wash my face. I do. What bothers me is I'm not 6 anymore and my mom constantly freaks out at me everyday. Everyday I wake up happy and my day gets ruined by my mom. I hate living with her. She always tell me how disgusting I am how dirty I am for no reason at all. She always has to be the winning side. When she was a kid her younger brother was treated better than her. Now that I'm the oldest I feel she's taking it out on me. I feel I can do nothing so I'm forced to act like a 2 year old and punch holes in walls and destroy my stuff. She is the devil to me I absolutely want her out of my life. As I'm typing this right now we just ended another huge fight. This has been going on my whole life.

I really feel my mom knows how to raise toddlers and past that she's absolutely confused. She would still hold my hand if she could. She can never take it easy. Everyday I wake up and cry to her mental abuse. I've been to phycologists but she lies to them and starts putting the problems on me.

I put all the blame for my life on my mom. All she did from 8 years old on is put me on Adderall and drug me so she wouldn't have to deal with me. Finally I took myself off and I feel better than ever. I just can't deal with all this anymore. I haven't lived a happy life in many years. Everyday is ruined by her. Anyone please help me and give me some hope that I will someday leave this treacherous waistland. Thank you everyone!

This post made me cry inside. I'm rlly sorry to hear what you're going through and wish I could help somehow but I can't :(
All I can tell you is in another year there's college and then you can move out. Try to focus on that one year. You could also try calling a Tene support center or CPS and tell them all this information, particularly the drugging part, but I'm not sure if that will help these days. May God be with you and try to hang in there O.K? I'm here for you if you need it but just don't do anything irreversible such as suicide O.K?

[Drummer Ben]

Oh the drugging was done by my doctors approval. My school basically said I should be out on add medication and my mom listened. My doctor prescribed me a high amount of adderal and now I'm still shaken up by it. I would hallucinate colors, cry at random times. I read my doctors report of the incidents when no one was looking and it says I was freaking out about imaginary bugs in my bed due to the meds and that I would go days without sleeping. Finally got back on this website today but I can say I am okay now. My mom is strange. She is a horrible person one minute than so nice the next. She is 45 years old. As I was typing the last comment that was raw feelings as it happened. Of coarse I am calmer now but still I get into fights ever week. Now she's going on about my hair being too long. Every time we go out she says she has to do my hair. The. We I go to the mirror she gives me a disgusted look. Whenever I try starting a conversation with her she starts looking and making faces of the acne on my face, I've learned to ignore it. I feel she's a very judge mental person. It sucks to because I'm in the period of I'm mature enough to do things on my own but can't legally yet. My second driving lesson is next week but won't have my license to a month after I turn 18 which is November. Reason I bring that up is it sucks being stuck at home with her all day not being able to drive away anywhere. You begin to realize your friends don't want to drive you everywhere you wish to go. Thank you so much for being concerned! You are helping, a lot with giving me someone to talk to about this. Unfortunately I feel my relationship with my parents will always be second rate but it still is one I guess. Once I begin my own life and get a degree in college I finally won't have anything holding me back. Right now my parents are the ones holding me back from doing great things. For instance one of my teachers invited me to join this club at an observatory. You see I love photography, astrophotography being one of my niches. If I had a license I could drive up their every time it's a clear night whenever I want and take beautiful photos through a telescope. I can't do this because my parents will only take me like once every two months. I would love to do follow ups over multiple days. My teacher has even give. Equipment to use up at the club this summer and I haven't been their once. I don't know why but my dad just doesn't understand that once in a blue moon isn't what I'm yearning. My dad doesn't understand a passion. I just don't do it because it's fun, I do it because it's a beautiful obsession. I never do anything with my dad and it kills me were no close to each other but that's life. Thank god I turn 18 in October, any longer and I think I'd go insane!

[Jack russell dad]

I'm 17 years old and its really getting old. Everyday my parents yell at me accusing that I didn't brush my teeth or that I didn't wash my face. I do. What bothers me is I'm not 6 anymore and my mom constantly freaks out at me everyday. Everyday I wake up happy and my day gets ruined by my mom. I hate living with her. She always tell me how disgusting I am how dirty I am for no reason at all. She always has to be the winning side. When she was a kid her younger brother was treated better than her. Now that I'm the oldest I feel she's taking it out on me. I feel I can do nothing so I'm forced to act like a 2 year old and punch holes in walls and destroy my stuff. She is the devil to me I absolutely want her out of my life. As I'm typing this right now we just ended another huge fight. This has been going on my whole life.

I really feel my mom knows how to raise toddlers and past that she's absolutely confused. She would still hold my hand if she could. She can never take it easy. Everyday I wake up and cry to her mental abuse. I've been to phycologists but she lies to them and starts putting the problems on me.

I put all the blame for my life on my mom. All she did from 8 years old on is put me on Adderall and drug me so she wouldn't have to deal with me. Finally I took myself off and I feel better than ever. I just can't deal with all this anymore. I haven't lived a happy life in many years. Everyday is ruined by her. Anyone please help me and give me some hope that I will someday leave this treacherous waistland. Thank you everyone!

Son of i bitch(not you) i know how you feel. My parents are like this. Your not alone. My step dad wants to whoop my ass so bad he cant stand it. He's gonna kick me out the day i graduate. My mom says im lazy, and puts me on guilt trips and yells at me for every fucking thing.yea pm me if you wanna talk. Im in the same position