PerpetualImperfexion
August 11th, 2014, 08:15 PM
Some background information: I'm an incoming sophomore in high school, I just turned 16. I go to a parochial school and do very well academically. I'm not involved in music, sports, or any other conventional clubs. I'm in an AJROTC program (leadership training class taught by army instructors), and I'm involved in a lot of the extracurricular activites they provide. That being said it is a blow off class and I only did it in the beginning to get out of PE. The only reason I "enjoy" doing it is because it provokes a sense of belonging. Otherwise it's useless to my future and it would certainly be a faulty reason to stay if it was the only reason. I don't really have friends. I have mutual aquaintences that make my life easier durng the school day and I text a few people, but I basically have no meaningful, physical relationships with any of my peers. I resent the hell out of that.
So considering all of that it has occurred to me that the only reason I'm there is for academic reasons and frankly I feel like I'm being held back in that respect. I'm not moving at the pace I would like to be at all.
So where do I go from here?
So considering all of that it has occurred to me that the only reason I'm there is for academic reasons and frankly I feel like I'm being held back in that respect. I'm not moving at the pace I would like to be at all.
So where do I go from here?