Coesistere
March 17th, 2008, 02:58 AM
yo peoples, tiekid here and a couple mounth ago i had a realtionship that went down the drain, but i dont even think it got to a point where it even could, honestly. so here i go:
There is this girl named Emily and me and her became good friends
( brown eyes, not over weight but not average either, long curly hair and most of the time......DEPRESSED )
After hanging out more and more i eventualy ask her out
( we were on a double date with her friends and she ask me how i feel about her ) but the fact is i never fully knew if i liked her or not. like if i was asking her out because of my feelings or because of not want to hurt her feelings. pluz of top of that im IN COMPLETE confution about my sexuality ( as of now i think of my self bi but havnt really told anyone )
and to put the cherry on top ive been going through some problems with my family and school grade AND depression. for about a 2 mounths we went places after school and on weekends but never really did anything sexual besides holding hands on my bed. time went by and eventualy she gave me a note asking whats wrong and i had to break up with her ( our friend pretty much pushed us together to finaly talk 2 one another about it )
we are still friends but i dont know if i did was ever right or not. i mainly broke up with her
1. because of my frail feelings about her
2. because she always was never happy and i had to constatly cheer her up
3. all the extra chap going on in my life
so i just wana know if
- if i did the right thing asking her out
-if i did the right thing breaking up with her
- has/is anyone else going through this
- any other things you think i should know about what i went through and what im going through
thankz,
matthew
There is this girl named Emily and me and her became good friends
( brown eyes, not over weight but not average either, long curly hair and most of the time......DEPRESSED )
After hanging out more and more i eventualy ask her out
( we were on a double date with her friends and she ask me how i feel about her ) but the fact is i never fully knew if i liked her or not. like if i was asking her out because of my feelings or because of not want to hurt her feelings. pluz of top of that im IN COMPLETE confution about my sexuality ( as of now i think of my self bi but havnt really told anyone )
and to put the cherry on top ive been going through some problems with my family and school grade AND depression. for about a 2 mounths we went places after school and on weekends but never really did anything sexual besides holding hands on my bed. time went by and eventualy she gave me a note asking whats wrong and i had to break up with her ( our friend pretty much pushed us together to finaly talk 2 one another about it )
we are still friends but i dont know if i did was ever right or not. i mainly broke up with her
1. because of my frail feelings about her
2. because she always was never happy and i had to constatly cheer her up
3. all the extra chap going on in my life
so i just wana know if
- if i did the right thing asking her out
-if i did the right thing breaking up with her
- has/is anyone else going through this
- any other things you think i should know about what i went through and what im going through
thankz,
matthew