please help me!

[muffin with a knife]

I'm feeling suicidal again. I don't want to act on these urges, but it seems like the only way out. Please help me. What should I do to make these thoughts go away? They haven't been this strong in years. Mom won't pick up her phone and my friends just ignored my messages asking for help. My sister is really judgemental about mental illnesses and I'm scared to tell her. She always says that I'm making these things up for attention. I'm desperate. I can't stop crying and shaking.

[CharlieHorse]

This might sound a little weird, but crying it out when feeling this stressed is kind of the best way to let it out and feel better. It works for me at least.
I know how you feel about judgemental family. My dad thinks that my depression is immaturity, and that I'm just a stupid kid who wants attention. I can't go to him for anything. :/
Can you talk a little more about what is making you feel suicidal?

[muffin with a knife]

My therapist told me nasty things. Such as you're too fat to have an eating disorder. That sent me into a relapse. I feel awful physically and my head isn't any better. I am tired of pretending to be alright. My sister told me yesterday that I could purge my stomach out and she still wouldn't care. But the worst thing are the voices in my head. They keep shouting at me to die already. My head hurts... I wish mom would pick up the phone.

[gintaeton]

voices in your head are they there often ? , if they are ? find a understanding doctor and let him know about the voices and how they shouting at you to die already.

[Leprous]

I'm feeling suicidal again. I don't want to act on these urges, but it seems like the only way out. Please help me. What should I do to make these thoughts go away? They haven't been this strong in years. Mom won't pick up her phone and my friends just ignored my messages asking for help. My sister is really judgemental about mental illnesses and I'm scared to tell her. She always says that I'm making these things up for attention. I'm desperate. I can't stop crying and shaking.

Hey, listen, I know this reply may be a bit late, but I want you to know that we are all there for you. You need to relax, everything is going to be alright, I promise. If you need someone to talk to, just send me a PM, I know this message is late, but still, if you need someone to talk to, just let me know.

[plebble]

You want to talk about it? I feel kind of depressed right now. I've made mistakes in my life, terrible terrible mistakes and nothing other than time travel can undo that. Sometimes I just wish I wasn't here anymore.