charliemagenta
August 7th, 2014, 10:53 AM
Im 18, male, with a masturbation addiction. I began getting mentally stimulated from seeing an erection in porn, am I the only one? I feel alone and have no one to talk to who will understand. I like girls, always have, but now a days it's really making me feel like I'm gay or something though I don't like guys. For some time i've been watching videos with just women, dancing, stripping or masturbating, pictures and etc. But then sometimes I get the urge to see M/F action, and when I do, I'll get more erect when I see the guys erection, then I'll start watching mostly handjob/blowjob videos.
The mental images of those videos will pop in my head randomly against my will and I'll get erect, making me want to masturbate to more videos. My erection towards women grew less after around 5-6 years of watching porn (started when I was aorund 8 or 9) even though my attraction to them never faded, it's like seeing erections substituted women almost because I get instantly up when I see a female giving a handjob or blowjob, seeing the guys (or transsexuals) erection, but it doesn't do anything for me as far as desire goes, it just arouses me and makes me masturbate :( And I don't search up images of men or penises, I never wanted to as in how I search pics of hot girls or pornstars, It's just in the videos.
The definition of an erections states how the males is physically/mentally stimulated, and blood from the brain flows to the penis if im not mistaken, something about vessels. So my question is, what caused erect penises to give me an erection? does it mean im not straight anymore?
I need someone to help me.
The mental images of those videos will pop in my head randomly against my will and I'll get erect, making me want to masturbate to more videos. My erection towards women grew less after around 5-6 years of watching porn (started when I was aorund 8 or 9) even though my attraction to them never faded, it's like seeing erections substituted women almost because I get instantly up when I see a female giving a handjob or blowjob, seeing the guys (or transsexuals) erection, but it doesn't do anything for me as far as desire goes, it just arouses me and makes me masturbate :( And I don't search up images of men or penises, I never wanted to as in how I search pics of hot girls or pornstars, It's just in the videos.
The definition of an erections states how the males is physically/mentally stimulated, and blood from the brain flows to the penis if im not mistaken, something about vessels. So my question is, what caused erect penises to give me an erection? does it mean im not straight anymore?
I need someone to help me.