Tired

[Sorry_Girl]

I'm so tired of everything an everyone my mom expects so much out of me I mean I'm only 16 an I'm the middle child like I have two older brothers who are 18 an they get to play video games and hang with their friends all day while im here having to cook and look after my little brother and sister and i know yeah I'm supposed to watch them but not everyday I mean they're father is home for like two minutes complains about his kids making a mess than leaves them with me. M mom and I have been on edge lately do to us moving. But I always seem to get the short end of the stick for example both of my brothers had to pack two small book shelves, and you think books easy no my brother has to complain bringing me into.it now I alone have to pack two separate bathrooms so ya that's fun. Now my mom likes to take it out on me and all I want right now is to be alone. Its gotten so bad I started to cut again and its getting worse all I want is to be left alone to lie in bed for the rest of my life!!!!

[xXoblivionXx]

I know exactly how you feel, I was the middle child for most of my life, it stinks. And it's unfair that you have to do so much stuff, just try an relax, deep breaths. And hun, please don't cut, it's a vicious cycle that is so hard to get out of. You can talk to me when ever you feel like cutting, your skin is to precious to be scared by this. :hug3: it's going to be all right

[vbpointer49]

Emotions like this are common and we all feel them from time to time. I too am a middle child, and I know what you mean; we seem to always be overlooked...I know it must be hard because you're never appreciated for all the good you do, but please try to survive just a little longer; Nothing lasts forever. As for cutting yourself, please don't take out the shortcomings of others on yourself. Just because your mother overlooks you and expects too much, doesn't mean you should injure yourself. You are special in your own way and deserve better. If nothing else works, you can always talk to me when the feelings are getting to be too much.