death for all
July 24th, 2014, 12:35 PM
Heyy!
So there's this girl..We met about a year ago and we're very close. I really really like her to the point where I think about her every time. I never really wanted to fall for her. I just did. I feel so stupid about it but at the same time, I just feel so "high" every time I think about her. Whenever she's around, I feel so weak..so nervous that I can't even look at others let alone her but at the same time, I'm happy to be right next to her..my heart feels so heavy and light at the same time.
Now to the point.
We're very close. We talk to each other everyday. And we argue...we argue a lot. Even about things that are so stupid. We do that and then we stop talking for about a day or two and then one of us will apologize and we start talking again and so on. After that, for about three days or so, she'll act like she really cares for me and then all of a sudden, she doesn't. We chat on facebook where we chat for about 10 minutes or so and then she stops replying my messages. I then see her flirting with another guy via the comments. I get really upset and decide not to talk to her again but after a few days, she meets me and tells me how much she misses me and stuffs and we start talking again. Then the whole thing happens again and again and again and now, I'm so fucking tired of it.
Other times she's like " I really like you." and " 'muaaah'...Goodnight/good morning/Good-bye kiss" and other things like that. Whenever we meet in person and her friends are around, she keeps looking into my eyes, touching my cheeks, holding my hands, hitting me on my shoulders..and when we're alone, she just looks down, smiling and being all nervous and stuffs.
One day, she flirted with a guy right in front of me. I got very upset and left. I didn't talk to her for the entire week. She then kept on texting me asking why I wasn't talking to her but I didn't reply. She sent me about 20 messages and I, out of nowhere, asked her if she'd mind if I kissed her and she said that I could kiss her "once". I then asked her how'd she feel if I kissed her right in front of her crush and then if he stopped talking to you and she said she doesn't have a crush.
I once texted her asking if she'd be my girlfriend. Her reply was just " :) :) ". I then joked about it.
So..the questions...
What do you guys think she's doing? Does she like me? We've just had a fight again...
And yeah, every time she finds me talking to another girl or sees me commenting on any of her mates pictures on facebook, she starts arguing about it and tells me to go "be" with that girl and not to talk to her ever again. Sorry if this was long..and please do reply. Thanks :)
So there's this girl..We met about a year ago and we're very close. I really really like her to the point where I think about her every time. I never really wanted to fall for her. I just did. I feel so stupid about it but at the same time, I just feel so "high" every time I think about her. Whenever she's around, I feel so weak..so nervous that I can't even look at others let alone her but at the same time, I'm happy to be right next to her..my heart feels so heavy and light at the same time.
Now to the point.
We're very close. We talk to each other everyday. And we argue...we argue a lot. Even about things that are so stupid. We do that and then we stop talking for about a day or two and then one of us will apologize and we start talking again and so on. After that, for about three days or so, she'll act like she really cares for me and then all of a sudden, she doesn't. We chat on facebook where we chat for about 10 minutes or so and then she stops replying my messages. I then see her flirting with another guy via the comments. I get really upset and decide not to talk to her again but after a few days, she meets me and tells me how much she misses me and stuffs and we start talking again. Then the whole thing happens again and again and again and now, I'm so fucking tired of it.
Other times she's like " I really like you." and " 'muaaah'...Goodnight/good morning/Good-bye kiss" and other things like that. Whenever we meet in person and her friends are around, she keeps looking into my eyes, touching my cheeks, holding my hands, hitting me on my shoulders..and when we're alone, she just looks down, smiling and being all nervous and stuffs.
One day, she flirted with a guy right in front of me. I got very upset and left. I didn't talk to her for the entire week. She then kept on texting me asking why I wasn't talking to her but I didn't reply. She sent me about 20 messages and I, out of nowhere, asked her if she'd mind if I kissed her and she said that I could kiss her "once". I then asked her how'd she feel if I kissed her right in front of her crush and then if he stopped talking to you and she said she doesn't have a crush.
I once texted her asking if she'd be my girlfriend. Her reply was just " :) :) ". I then joked about it.
So..the questions...
What do you guys think she's doing? Does she like me? We've just had a fight again...
And yeah, every time she finds me talking to another girl or sees me commenting on any of her mates pictures on facebook, she starts arguing about it and tells me to go "be" with that girl and not to talk to her ever again. Sorry if this was long..and please do reply. Thanks :)