Furyferret68
July 20th, 2014, 10:34 AM
So i have read the forum post in this section, and it points to me being straight. I am still very confused though, for this reason
I will cut this into 2 sections
1. Real life
As i will say in section 2, if and when i do watch porn, i like beautiful women, and masculine guys. I have never found a woman "hot" to me in real life, and here's the confusion: i could see a guy just like what attracts me when i watch gay porn, but i dont feel an ounce of being turned on or even basic attraction. I have only been attracted to women, i see my future with girls, i daydream about it alot, and if i think about having sex with one, it turns me on. But this isnt the case when i watch porn.
By the way, im using porn only as my example for a comparison, i dot watch it much and im deciding to quit, because i feel it will help me get my sexuality straight with myself. Anyway,
Section 2: pronzxxx
I find that when i watch women in porn, i like what other guys wold think, and i imagine myself in the guy's position. However, if it is just women, it will take me ages longer to be turned on than if it were a masculine guy, even though i never feel any attraction to them when its not porn.
So i watch porn, big deal, but it started as an experiment 2 days before my 13th birthday, so i first watched lesbian porn, didnt like it, still doesnt turn me on. I moved onto gay, and i didnt like it, until there was one with masculine guys in it. It turns me on even to this day, and i forgot to try straight: until 3 daya ago. I liked it better than both. I like looking at the parts men usually like.
Enough about my disgusting porn habit.
3. Emotion
I think about girls i like, i've never found an attraction to a guy.
I imagine myself marrying, having kids with a girl, spending my days with that special someone. I know i am emotionally attracted to women.
But really though, someone help me? I think i am bicurious
I will cut this into 2 sections
1. Real life
As i will say in section 2, if and when i do watch porn, i like beautiful women, and masculine guys. I have never found a woman "hot" to me in real life, and here's the confusion: i could see a guy just like what attracts me when i watch gay porn, but i dont feel an ounce of being turned on or even basic attraction. I have only been attracted to women, i see my future with girls, i daydream about it alot, and if i think about having sex with one, it turns me on. But this isnt the case when i watch porn.
By the way, im using porn only as my example for a comparison, i dot watch it much and im deciding to quit, because i feel it will help me get my sexuality straight with myself. Anyway,
Section 2: pronzxxx
I find that when i watch women in porn, i like what other guys wold think, and i imagine myself in the guy's position. However, if it is just women, it will take me ages longer to be turned on than if it were a masculine guy, even though i never feel any attraction to them when its not porn.
So i watch porn, big deal, but it started as an experiment 2 days before my 13th birthday, so i first watched lesbian porn, didnt like it, still doesnt turn me on. I moved onto gay, and i didnt like it, until there was one with masculine guys in it. It turns me on even to this day, and i forgot to try straight: until 3 daya ago. I liked it better than both. I like looking at the parts men usually like.
Enough about my disgusting porn habit.
3. Emotion
I think about girls i like, i've never found an attraction to a guy.
I imagine myself marrying, having kids with a girl, spending my days with that special someone. I know i am emotionally attracted to women.
But really though, someone help me? I think i am bicurious