Passenger
July 19th, 2014, 12:49 PM
Hi
I know this is kinda an awkward topic but...each time I go to bed at night I can't help but get turned on for some reason (maybe it's the feeling of semi-nakedness!) and I can't help masturbating to relive it. It embarrasses me to say that I do it every night and sometimes in the morning but I can't help it as I get really horny. It kinda feels nice to some extent as I do it but as I orgasm I feel really guilty and disgusting. I'm gender queer (transgender) and grey asexual so it just feels really awful and wrong to do it. I feel so dirty when I ejaculate as it's obviously not girly and nor is having an erection in the first place - or masturbating entirely! - but my stupid hormones take over and I can't help it. I really want to stop having to do it every morning and night but it's so hard as I just get turned on. How can I stop and resist the urge to masturbate? How can't I ignore it and resist temptation? I feel so bad for doing it and it just disgusting 😳 Sorry if that was tmi 😪
Please don't waste your breathe by telling me "it's natural" because I feel it is disgusting imo and I want to stop.
Thanks :)
I know this is kinda an awkward topic but...each time I go to bed at night I can't help but get turned on for some reason (maybe it's the feeling of semi-nakedness!) and I can't help masturbating to relive it. It embarrasses me to say that I do it every night and sometimes in the morning but I can't help it as I get really horny. It kinda feels nice to some extent as I do it but as I orgasm I feel really guilty and disgusting. I'm gender queer (transgender) and grey asexual so it just feels really awful and wrong to do it. I feel so dirty when I ejaculate as it's obviously not girly and nor is having an erection in the first place - or masturbating entirely! - but my stupid hormones take over and I can't help it. I really want to stop having to do it every morning and night but it's so hard as I just get turned on. How can I stop and resist the urge to masturbate? How can't I ignore it and resist temptation? I feel so bad for doing it and it just disgusting 😳 Sorry if that was tmi 😪
Please don't waste your breathe by telling me "it's natural" because I feel it is disgusting imo and I want to stop.
Thanks :)