nerdyvixxen
July 17th, 2014, 08:48 PM
I feel like sh*t. Nobody gives a f*ck . People probably wont even read this….
I hate me. I hate that I get so attached to people so quickly. When I know they’ll eventually stop talking to me & disappear. No one has ever stuck with me long enough to even get to know me. I feel like leaving everything & everyone & not talk to anyone anymore.
But at the same time I just want someone to talk to, I’m almost desperate for someone anyone to just listen. .. To give me a reason not to kill myself.
I’m tired of being tired. I’m tired of pretending to be happy.
I hate me. I hate that I get so attached to people so quickly. When I know they’ll eventually stop talking to me & disappear. No one has ever stuck with me long enough to even get to know me. I feel like leaving everything & everyone & not talk to anyone anymore.
But at the same time I just want someone to talk to, I’m almost desperate for someone anyone to just listen. .. To give me a reason not to kill myself.
I’m tired of being tired. I’m tired of pretending to be happy.