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nerdyvixxen
July 17th, 2014, 08:48 PM
I feel like sh*t. Nobody gives a f*ck . People probably wont even read this….

I hate me. I hate that I get so attached to people so quickly. When I know they’ll eventually stop talking to me & disappear. No one has ever stuck with me long enough to even get to know me. I feel like leaving everything & everyone & not talk to anyone anymore.

But at the same time I just want someone to talk to, I’m almost desperate for someone anyone to just listen. .. To give me a reason not to kill myself.

I’m tired of being tired. I’m tired of pretending to be happy.

Hollywood
July 17th, 2014, 09:05 PM
Look, I've been there. Believe me, I have. In a way, I still am. I know I'm a stranger and you've never met me before, but if you need someone to talk to I'm here, I'll listen. You're in a safe place, I promise.

nerdyvixxen
July 17th, 2014, 09:15 PM
Look, I've been there. Believe me, I have. In a way, I still am. I know I'm a stranger and you've never met me before, but if you need someone to talk to I'm here, I'll listen. You're in a safe place, I promise.

Thank you

Broken_Dragon_Flies
July 18th, 2014, 12:20 AM
You'll get through this okay? You're not the only one in that place, you're not alone. Ever <3
Please stay strong there will always be people who will stay and be there. I know you've never met me but I want you to be okay

Dalcourt
July 18th, 2014, 11:11 PM
I totally understand how you feel. I often have those feelings myself when I'm in my depressive phases.
You have to stay strong and hang in there.
I know I'm a total stranger but you can always talk to me and get stuff off your chest. I was told I'm a great listener :)