jessie3
July 13th, 2014, 03:05 AM
So after being sexually abused by my uncle at age 8 I became more interested in sex, I didn't really notice it until i was about age 12 or so when I became fond of older men. I started fantasizing about men in there like late 30's and 50's doing me and my interest in sex started to grew again, i started to think about porn more and what it be like to be a gay porn star then all of a sudden I thought about prostituting, I came close to actually doing it but then I contacted the men who was driving on his way and made a lie to him about family coming over and then he turned around and left, luckily I hadn't giving him my address yet. I contacted him because I knew what I was doing was very wrong, but still at 15 I continued my purse at being a gay model but my interest in sex isn't as high as it was at 12.
I have a boyfriend now who I've been with for more then half a year and we plan on being together until our day on earth ends. Even if my attempt to become a gay model ends I still have the opportunity of one day being a husband and a father to our future kids.
So finally here's my question, has your abuse driven you to things you have or haven't done? Im thankful for my loving and caring boyfriend, because if it weren't for him I'd probably would of been out there as a prostitute or something else
I have a boyfriend now who I've been with for more then half a year and we plan on being together until our day on earth ends. Even if my attempt to become a gay model ends I still have the opportunity of one day being a husband and a father to our future kids.
So finally here's my question, has your abuse driven you to things you have or haven't done? Im thankful for my loving and caring boyfriend, because if it weren't for him I'd probably would of been out there as a prostitute or something else