poems with trigger warnings

[thatgothgirluknow]

so yeah post any poems that may be triggering here ill post mine here first

self destruction
my shame my fear my own destruction the blade within my hand my pain my only comfort the poisin in my blood that runs thoughout my vains all from me all my fault every scar and every bruise there is no fear in thee end for i anything but my own friend i never have been never will i hold on to self destruction still
i dont fear thee end my blade my only friend i deserve it all i know i do no matter what u say this fight was always between me ive lost it anyway theres left to do or say happiness has all grow gray i hate this world anyway and in the thee end im sorry

[DarkHorse4eva]

i read this in Suicide Notes by Michael Thomas Ford
it's my favorite book ever, and i can definitely recommend it :)

"Ten little Soldier boys went out to dine;
One choked his little self and then there were nine.

Nine little Soldier boys sat up very late;
One overslept himself and then there were eight.

Eight little Soldier boys traveling in Devon;
One said he'd stay there and then there were seven.

Seven little Soldier boys chopping up sticks;
One chopped himself in halves and then there were six.

Six little Soldier boys playing with a hive;
A bumblebee stung one and then there were five.

Five little Soldier boys going in for law;
One got in Chancery and then there were four.

Four little Soldier boys going out to sea;
A red herring swallowed one and then there were three.

Three little Soldier boys walking in the zoo;
A big bear hugged one and then there were two.

Two Little Soldier boys sitting in the sun;
One got frizzled up and then there was one.

One little Soldier boy left all alone;
He went out and hanged himself and then there were none."

[gothy]

Ill just cut myself open
Leave this life
My only friend
Is the knife

Dark angel
My spirt crys for the grave
Take me
Through the gates
I cant bear to live
One more day
I pray i won't wake
Again