feel like i'm going to do it again...

[AllTimeLoser]

I'm now a week clean, but I feel like i'm going to relapse again...

[Svan]

You need to tell yourself that you're in control. Separate yourself from anything sharp. Make sure you're around people. Confide in someone. Don't "relapse".

[AllTimeLoser]

You need to tell yourself that you're in control. Separate yourself from anything sharp. Make sure you're around people. Confide in someone. Don't "relapse".

I know it seems that simple... it isnt

[Svan]

I know it seems that simple... it isnt

You think I think it's simple? I've been through double what you have and still I managed to get through somehow. If I can do it, so can you.

[AllTimeLoser]

You think I think it's simple? I've been through double what you have and still I managed to get through somehow. If I can do it, so can you.

umm you don't actually know what I've been through..? I'm not saying I've been through more than you, I don't know your story same as you don't know mine. But different people have different ways of coping with different issues... thank you for the original advice, believe me I am trying those things

[diddykong53]

I'm now a week clean, but I feel like i'm going to relapse again...

Don't do it Lauren you can do this! :) be strong like I know you are :)

[AllTimeLoser]

Don't do it Lauren you can do this! :) be strong like I know you are :)

I am honestly trying Andrwe, I promise I'm trying

[diddykong53]

I am honestly trying Andrwe, I promise I'm trying

When we talk I will help you not to cut. But I need help too tonight because I'm afraid of being alone :'(

[diddykong53]

good idea

I think as long as we are talking I can not cut right?

[AllTimeLoser]

I think as long as we are talking I can not cut right?

I hope you don't cut

[diddykong53]

I hope you don't cut

Lauren I need help now. :'( what do I do? :'( :'( I'm so afraid. I'm shaking

[AllTimeLoser]

Lauren I need help now. :'( what do I do? :'( :'( I'm so afraid. I'm shaking

please just focus on talking, stay away from anything you can use and just focus on this, remind yourself that there are people right here who care about you. I know you're strong enough, you're an amazing guy

[diddykong53]

please just focus on talking, stay away from anything you can use and just focus on this, remind yourself that there are people right here who care about you. I know you're strong enough, you're an amazing guy

I can't can't no one cares about me I don't have any friends :'( :'( I do 2 already I'm sorry

[AllTimeLoser]

I can't can't no one cares about me I don't have any friends :'( :'( I do 2 already I'm sorry

Andrew hun listen to me. I don't know about your personal life, but I'm here. And I care so much, please stop... you don't have to apologise, but I promise you I am right here for you

[diddykong53]

Andrew hun listen to me. I don't know about your personal life, but I'm here. And I care so much, please stop... you don't have to apologise, but I promise you I am right here for you

I try to stop until you message back. But I'm still shaking. I hate the nightime

[AllTimeLoser]

I try to stop until you message back. But I'm still shaking. I hate the nightime

the night is hard, I know, but in no time at all it will be bright again, and its exactly the same with life. So don't give up, don't harm yourself because the world would honestly be a darker place without you

[diddykong53]

the night is hard, I know, but in no time at all it will be bright again, and its exactly the same with life. So don't give up, don't harm yourself because the world would honestly be a darker place without you

Do you have lots if friends Lauren?

[AllTimeLoser]

Do you have lots if friends Lauren?

not real ones, all the girls have a weird jealousy complex because I'm skinny (which isn't something I choose) and most of guy friends... they only like me because they're into me for some unknown reason. As I've said, everybody thinks I'm fake. But I don't need a lot of friends, because the real ones that I do have are enough. And that mainly includes internet friends, ones like you that I care about a lot

[diddykong53]

not real ones, all the girls have a weird jealousy complex because I'm skinny (which isn't something I choose) and most of guy friends... they only like me because they're into me for some unknown reason. As I've said, everybody thinks I'm fake. But I don't need a lot of friends, because the real ones that I do have are enough. And that mainly includes internet friends, ones like you that I care about a lot

I'm your friend?

[AllTimeLoser]

I'm your friend?

yeah I haven't known you for long but I'd say you are...

[thatgothgirluknow]

plz stay strong guys ur not alone no matter how u feel theres always someone that cares and understands i dont know what ur going through but i do know that ur stronger than anything the world will ever send ur way i know it seems like u cant do it now but u have to have faith that u will make it u can do this distractions help allot do anything that u think will help u not to cut once u find a new coping skill it wont seem so hard the night is often harder than day but go to sleep the morning will come soon enough

[diddykong53]

yeah I haven't known you for long but I'd say you are...

That's cool maybe we can help each other be strong. Because god knows I'm weak.

[AllTimeLoser]

plz stay strong guys ur not alone no matter how u feel theres always someone that cares and understands i dont know what ur going through but i do know that ur stronger than anything the world will ever send ur way i know it seems like u cant do it now but u have to have faith that u will make it u can do this distractions help allot do anything that u think will help u not to cut once u find a new coping skill it wont seem so hard the night is often harder than day but go to sleep the morning will come soon enough

thanks...

[AllTimeLoser]

That's cool maybe we can help each other be strong. Because god knows I'm weak.

you self harm, you definitely are not weak, because anyone who can go through that and still be a strong enough person to help others is so so strong

[diddykong53]

you self harm, you definitely are not weak, because anyone who can go through that and still be a strong enough person to help others is so so strong

Well I think you are very strong then.

[AllTimeLoser]

Well I think you are very strong then.

I'm not strong, but I'm not weak either :)

[diddykong53]

I'm not strong, but I'm not weak either :)

How do you stay so positive about yourself?

[AllTimeLoser]

How do you stay so positive about yourself?

I don't know, I usually feel terrible about myself but... I realise that when I help people, I tell them that they're amazing, they are important, beautiful people, so why not at least give believing it about myself a shot. Usually its hard but...

[diddykong53]

I don't know, I usually feel terrible about myself but... I realise that when I help people, I tell them that they're amazing, they are important, beautiful people, so why not at least give believing it about myself a shot. Usually its hard but...

I feel the exact same. On yahoo answer at the end I always write. Stay strong and love o yourself.

[AllTimeLoser]

I feel the exact same. On yahoo answer at the end I always write. Stay strong and love o yourself.

now try saying that to yourself :)

[thatgothgirluknow]

staying positive is hard but in time u can master it

[diddykong53]

now try saying that to yourself :)

I just feel like not good enough to say that to myself

[AllTimeLoser]

I just feel like not good enough to say that to myself

well you deserve to hear it

[diddykong53]

well you deserve to hear it

:'( no one ever said that. I can't hold off anymore. I can't.

[AllTimeLoser]

:'( no one ever said that. I can't hold off anymore. I can't.

please stay strong Andrew, I'm saying it right now and I mean it, don't do this to yourself, love yourself please and just stay strong

[diddykong53]

please stay strong Andrew, I'm saying it right now and I mean it, don't do this to yourself, love yourself please and just stay strong

I can't help it. Nothing makes me feel better.

[AllTimeLoser]

I can't help it. Nothing makes me feel better.

you will feel better soon, but for now just try something for me? Just take three deep breaths. Three deep breaths and think of three reasons to stay.

[diddykong53]

you will feel better soon, but for now just try something for me? Just take three deep breaths. Three deep breaths and think of three reasons to stay. Then try to get to 100 posts because you're so close

My hands are shaking but I did it. I haven't been so sad in a long time. Help me Lauren.

[thatgothgirluknow]

plz try to love urself u are worth it u deserve to be happy and know that u are perfect just the way u are something will make u better i promise u just havent found it yet just from what ive seen on here i can tell ur a very smart person with a bright future u just have to beleive in urself

[AllTimeLoser]

My hands are shaking but I did it. I haven't been so sad in a long time. Help me Lauren.

Andrew you can do this, you can I promise you. Just please put what you are using down, and remember what I said, you ARE amazing, you are so strong that you have come this far, so please try to go a little further and it will all pay off

[diddykong53]

Andrew you can do this, you can I promise you. Just please put what you are using down, and remember what I said, you ARE amazing, you are so strong that you have come this far, so please try to go a little further and it will all pay off

I put it down. My parents are gonna find out. :'( there's blood on the sheets.

[AllTimeLoser]

I put it down. My parents are gonna find out. :'( there's blood on the sheets.

you'll be okay... I know the prospect of your parents finding out is so so scary but, if you manage to wash it out or change the sheets then you should be okay but even if not, you will get through it. They may find out but Andrew you're alive, and that's amazing

[diddykong53]

you'll be okay... I know the prospect of your parents finding out is so so scary but, if you manage to wash it out or change the sheets then you should be okay but even if not, you will get through it. They may find out but Andrew you're alive, and that's amazing

I'm so alone and now you probably can't message me. You should get some sleep OK? I'll be OK don't worry about me.