Ugly suicide scene of my cousin

[KimuraWannabe116]

So today, I was at home, and my dad had stepped out of the house because my aunt had called him. While so, I was in the house watching TV, then about 15 minutes later, my father had called me and told me to meet him at my cousins house. My aunt was there, and at first I had thought something had happened to my grandmother since she is not doing well at all (to the point where today we are making funeral arrangements for her) though my father was knocking on my cousins door, and he wasn't answering. His truck was their so he was in the house. My cousin had not talk to anyone since Friday night, so there was obviously concern. After no sign of him while knocking or calling his name, my father had told me to climb the window. One of the windows was open, and I removed the screen and had gotten through. There was this eerie feeling since his cat was meowing a lot, and the TV was on. I had walked not more then 10 feet, and I had discovered him with his upper body laying on top of his legs. At first, I had thought he was trying to ignore us calling him, though I had seen that his sides were purple, which indicated that he had committed suicide, in which he did. I had let my father in, and then my aunt had followed, in which her expression had changed to such an emotionally broke person, while seeing her son dead. There was absolutely no indication he was going to kill himself, he had a job, his own place, a girlfriend, player basketball etc. in fact, he was one of the more happier and optimistic person I had meant. The fact that I was the first one to see him dead, was just so awful. No one should ever witness an after effect of a suicide. He had left a note which told us that it was really a suicide. To see his body like that was sick. And to have seen my aunt cry so intensely like she did was just, utterly heart breaking. As soon as the rest of the family found out, or arrived, everyone had been in complete shock, since it was not like him.

I can truly say, that this is far the worst thing you could ever see as a person. Another persons body after a suicide, not to mention that it probably occurred at least a day before. R.I.P. Cousin.

[Karkat]

Oh my god, I'm so SO sorry :( That's such a traumatic thing to experience.

[Cognizant]

oh my god. oh. my. fucking. god.

if i'm tearing up just reading this, i can't even begin to imagine how you must feel.
:hug: just message me if you need anything - to talk, vent, for me to make you a hot chocolate. just let me know, okay?

[CosmicNoodle]

Oh my god, I'm so sorry, that must have been such a horrible thing to experience.

[WishBear]

Holy shit, I'm so sorry you had to see and experience something like that.
I can't imagine how hard it must have been, and still is for you and the rest of your family.
Hang in there <3

[Microcosm]

Oh my God. I can't imagine what that has to be like.

So sorry that had to happen to you... :(

[green white]

I feel so sad when i read your story.
I can't imagine what i feel if I in your condition.
You must still strong with your condition

[johny1996]

Omg, I am so sorry dear :(, that was such a horrible thing to experience..

[CrazyPerson101]

Im so sorry you had to experience something so tragic and my condolences go out your family, I hope your aunt and family will be Okay and although it maybe hard now, It will get better.

[Lord Of Curiosity]

I cries while reading this :( I'm sorry for your loss, you shouldn't have seen such a horrid picture. I hope everyone recovers and I whish you the best of luck..

[mrpieface2]

Oh my god. I am so sorry to hear that man....

If you need to talk Im here for you, Pm me if you need me.

:hug:

[Dalcourt]

oh my...it is so horrible that you had to experience this and that you have lost your cousin in such a terrible way.

[gothy]

Oh my god. Im sorry that you experience this. Especially alone. My deepest thoughts and sympathy and condolences to you and your family. This is traumatic and very sad and tragic.

[KimuraWannabe116]

I would like to thank everyone for there thoughts and kind words, it means a lot to me. Today was his funeral, and it was one of the hardest days today. I am someone who really doesn't show that much emotion, and I have maybe cried 10 times throughout my life, and I ve had a few breakdowns this week. It was really hard to keep my composure today, and I broke down when woke up after sleeping for a few hours afterwards. I thank everyone once again for wishing me and my family the best of luck.

[Green Arrow]

Wow I don't know really what to say if I'm honest. I just feel for you buddy, it must be so hard because you were the first to see him. The only thing you can do now is just be there for your family at this time. I really feel for you, if you need to talk to anyone feel free to PM me or contact me in some other way (see on my page). Stay strong mate. x

[xXEverReadyXx]

Oh my.... I don't even know what to say, I'm really sorry and my thoughts are with you and your family. No person should have to see that and I can't even imagine what you are feeling right now, but just know that we are all here for you :)
If you ever need to talk please don't hesitate to send a pm

[elitetoxic]

Sorry to hear....

[Hideous]

I am sorry for your loss. My condolences!