I just don't feel well...

[Wolfz]

I've just been so depressed for many reasons this last times.. I just can't seem to get better at the moment..
I actually have to study for an exam but my concentration is about 0..
Everyone in school is noticing that I'm not feeling well but it seems like they don't care.. and it's quite obvious when I'm not good because someone told me once..
I don't wanna talk with people anymore and I don't wanna go home after school... But I have to...

Nobody is amused to let me cut again.. but I have been free of it for over 2 months now (It would be showing in my signature but this forum can't seem to get the tickerfactory.com pictures shown. :/).
I just get so many urges.. so strong ones..
I just wanna escape of this all.
I don't know anymore..
I just wanna cut so badly..
And I want TH (TeenHelp.org) to be up again.. that forum was like.. my home! It has been down now for nearly 5 days (today 5th day).
I feel like with TH being down, I lost a home..

[JamesSuperBoy]

Lets hope your home TeenHelp gets back up - often these probs take a bit to sort out.

At least you found us all here at Vt - very often a whole load of people will care or want to - it is maybe hard for them to share as it it is for you to share with them how you feel.

[BWhoYouWannaB]

Why don't you feel well, anyways? And don't ever feel alone or sad. Because you never are!