Keeps Adding Up. Contemplating..

[Aliases]

So to add on to more of my depression that I've had over the last year or so, I posted about this last month (I'd rather you read it, it would probably make more sense to read it before you read this.)

In that post I had mentioned a friend that I had whom I talked to everyday being depressed after my other friend had passed away. I had mentioned he was my only friend I had left.

He decided to leave for no real reason other than to tell me that I was useless to him. He was the only person I could really talk to at all.

I have nobody now, I kind of feel like.. Just a lot of people don't care about me as they used to. I tried making friends and they don't seem interested in a friendship or anything, they all just..Ignore me.

I don't know where I went wrong. I'm in such of a deep depression that I've contemplated suicide in the middle of no where. Where I feel I belong.

Useless belongs with nothingness right? :/..

[Living For Love]

You're not useless, and you didn't do anything wrong. People just don't understand you, but that's ok, really. I'm sure you'll be able to make some friends in the future. Don't do anything rash and keep going. You're better than those people who abandoned you.