Choking

[JCoating23]

Over the last two weeks, I have been deliberately doing stupid things to myself. I have punched myself and a couple of days ago a slammed my head into a metal basketball backboard tower. More worryingly I am choking myself until I pass out on almost a daily basis. I don't particularly want to kill myself (although I almost committed suicide roughly a month ago) but at the same time I don't care if I do.

[CosmicNoodle]

I think you should tell someone, sounds like you have some form of self harm issue, go to a friend or trusted person at first and bring it up with them, perhaps move I to a parent or teacher next, the way I got into self harm was by working my way up from doing thongs like that, I recommend you tell someone and go no further or you could really end up fucked up.

[Miserabilia]

Choking is one of the most dangerous forms of self harm, the line between fainting and dying is extremely thin. I hope you can seek help before your problem gets out of hand, good luck