I feel worse.

[Lovelife090994]

I am at the airport. I'll tell you more detail when I am at home. It went so-so. I didnnt really meet anyone, I was stuck with my family, they dictated everything. I told my aunt my homosexual feelings, she dismissed them in a kind way as she always does (senstive I mean); anyway she hopes I don't "choose" to be gay or bi. I told my mother, she nearly had a stroke and said she would have aborted me had she known. She said I'm choosing Hell and that bisexuality and asexuality don't exist. That she'd write me off yet love me. All the trip I've felt bad, crazy, homocidal, and wanting to run to someone to hug them and just run away with my Romeo and be done with them. I know I'm supposed to love my family but I can't. They dismiss my moods as grumpiness, my mom is too religious yet she doesn't think that, apparently I'm an abomination, skinny jeans are the Devil, and I'm too meek for college. Forgive the typos. I'm a bit of a wreck inside at the moment.

[Aamir3D]

That's horrible! No parent should put their child down like that. I'm so sorry you have to deal with that.:(

[TheN3rdyOutcast]

Perhaps you should find a family member of yours that isn't so...closedmided and bigoted and tell them how you feel. If you don't have anyone like that, tell a friend, a friend's parent, anyone that you feel close to really, and they could help you make your parents and relatives realize that this is not a phase, you did not choose to be this way, and there is nothing wrong with it.

[Leprous]

Well, not sure if this will help allot, but feel free to talk to me, everyone on here wants to help. Feel free to add me on skype if you need someone to talk to, I am currently on a 3 week vacation so I'd prefer to just talk to you.

[Lovelife090994]

Well, not sure if this will help allot, but feel free to talk to me, everyone on here wants to help. Feel free to add me on skype if you need someone to talk to, I am currently on a 3 week vacation so I'd prefer to just talk to you.

That's sweet but I never talk to someone when I know they are on vacation.

Perhaps you should find a family member of yours that isn't so...closedmided and bigoted and tell them how you feel. If you don't have anyone like that, tell a friend, a friend's parent, anyone that you feel close to really, and they could help you make your parents and relatives realize that this is not a phase, you did not choose to be this way, and there is nothing wrong with it.

I have no one. I'm not close to anyone really. My family thinks I am choosing something wrong.

That's horrible! No parent should put their child down like that. I'm so sorry you have to deal with that.:(

I am sorry too. Sorry I can't be free. My mother is so strict and set in her ways. My whole family is so tough and hard and I like my aunt even though she is religious is soft, sensitive, and different.

[Miserabilia]

Wow that is really awful ):
It's a shame that your family reacted that way
I hope you know inside that there's nothing wrong with you,
sounds like they are compeltely overreacting. D:

[Lovelife090994]

Wow that is really awful ):
It's a shame that your family reacted that way
I hope you know inside that there's nothing wrong with you,
sounds like they are compeltely overreacting. D:

My mother is already mounting an intervention. I can feel it. I feel so ashamed and flawed. I feel unloved now more than ever. I posted an update in this forum.

[Leprous]

You can still talk to me, even though I am on a vacation, I can still have some time to talk to you. Go ahead and add me, I am always willing to talk.