Can't stand myself

[Celtics]

I hate myself, I play a double life 24/7 so know one knows the real me. I hate how I look (fat) and just hate everything about me. I "have" to get a job but I know I don't stand a chance to get one. I've been depressed for years and couldn't care about anything anymore. Sucks when you hate yourself and your dyslexic, short term memory loss (side effect of dyslexia), and probably bi polar. Everything about me is awful, oh yeah I hate my family besides a couple of them. So pretty much I hate my life and nothing has gone good for a long time and now I feel worse because I know people have it a lot worse then me... Just wish someone could shoot me one day, do everyone a favor.

[xXoblivionXx]

Hey don't say that about yourself! Sometimes the key to making things turn around is being over positive and optimistic. I know it's hard but it can help. I'm sure your not as bad as you say you are, that's just depression talking. Are you taking any meds? Maybe that might help, they do wonders :) feel free to PM me whenever if you want I talk

[Leprous]

First of all, I'm sure you're not fat, don't even say that. I know exactly how you feel, I am waay different around my friends than I am around my parents, and neither of them know the 'real' me. Don't say you want to die, because it's not worth it. Don't give up, but keep on trying, because we are all there for you.

[Microcosm]

Being hard on yourself doesn't solve anything. That being said, I do know how you feel as I have felt the same way before. I'm sure not everything about you is bad. Give yourself some time and try not to be too hard on yourself.