hi- I need to talk to someone

[Nela]

Hi!
I was looking for a place where I can finally talk to people who actually understands what cutting means...
Why? I need to talk to you people. Anyone. I was clean for 4 years. But now I'm feeling that I'm close to relapse and it's getting worse. I'm tired and angry and I have problems with dealing with self-hate recently.
Someone talk to me, please...

(English is not my first language, so sorry for mistakes)

[Karkat]

I have dealt with self harm as well, I'm here to talk. :)

[Luisss]

Feel Free to ask me something if you want. (:

[Nela]

I try everything to distract myself. But it's not working anymore and I don't know what to do.

[Karkat]

I try everything to distract myself. But it's not working anymore and I don't know what to do.

Have you made sure everything you can hurt yourself with is somewhere you can't get it, at least? It's a lot easier to think about hurting yourself when you're surrounded by things to hurt yourself with.

[Nela]

yeah, I tried that too.
it came back all of the sudden. I mean, I was aware of my problem all the time but it wasn't that bad...

[Karkat]

yeah, I tried that too.
it came back all of the sudden. I mean, I was aware of my problem all the time but it wasn't that bad...

Hmm. Are you able to be around others, so that you're not alone? Or even, call someone on a phone, etc?

[Nela]

that's the problem. there is one person who knows, but she had self-harming problem too and I don't want to bring it back to her...

[Karkat]

that's the problem. there is one person who knows, but she had self-harming problem too and I don't want to bring it back to her...

Aw.

Well you could try commenting on other threads that don't have to do with self-harm? Maybe that would at least take your mind off of the problem.

[Nela]

that's what I'm doing since yesterday- I've been on probably every chatroom ;). maybe I should give it more time....

[Karkat]

that's what I'm doing since yesterday- I've been on probably every chatroom ;). maybe I should give it more time....

Don't give up yet. :) I mean, when I first came on this site, I had 100 posts in one day, and I think everyone thought I was kinda nuts, haha.

But I felt a lot less depressed afterwards. Good luck! :metal:

[thatgothgirluknow]

hey feel free to msg me anytime im trying to stop cutting to

[SirDuke]

ive never cut or thought about it but if you want someone to talk to im ur bro

[thehelper96]

Im always free to talk!

[CharlieHorse]

Have you tried keeping up with the Self Harm Calendar thread? It's really helpful and motivates you to try harder. It makes every day feel like you've succeeded more :) and you can support others too :)

[Karkat]

Have you tried keeping up with the Self Harm Calendar thread? It's really helpful and motivates you to try harder. It makes every day feel like you've succeeded more :) and you can support others too :)

This is a really good idea.

[Leprous]

Hello there, I'm kinda having the same problem, and I know how you feel. Altough the longest amount of time I've been clean was about a week, feel free to contact me at any time, I'm always happy to help.

[johny1996]

I am also here.. and i am free.. you can also talk to me..

[CelloGirl0031]

I'm always here to talk and help in any way possible :) and its ok if you make mistakes in english my older sister is Japanese so I'm used to it. Add me on skype : RandomCellist
I'm usually up late so thats good I guess. More time to talk lol

[WishBear]

I also self harm. I completely understand your feelings of self hate. I get those feeling every day. Some day's are worse than others.
I know it is easier said than done, but sometimes you just need to hear it.
You deserve better, and you shouldn't be doing that to yourself. You should love who you are, and respect who you are. You should feel lucky to be alive, it's a blessing! It's hard to cope sometimes, but just keep going. You're worth it! <333

[BWhoYouWannaB]

Hi, if you need to talk to someone, feel free to talk to me!

[beverley]

we all are here to listen you

[AllTheBestPeopleAre]

Hey, i need someine to talk to too. we should be friends lol

[Andrew.]

HEY! I'm here too :)