booze always calms me down...

[Fiending_the_freedom]

Oh no...
I'm starting to feel like my old self again.
being completly honest.
i really miss just getting drunk all the time untill the point of not being able to remeber why i felt like shit in the first place.
i DONT miss people calling me an alchoholic.

I feel like drinking everyday, all the time untill all this SHIT goes away.

i have a big glass of red wine besdie me,
because its the only thing i could find.
pathedic?
i dont even care if it is anymore =[

[Atonement]

:hug:

I am sorry love.
But to be frank,
you need a better outlet than alcohol.
And I am sure you have heard this a thousand times.
Just please try to put the bottle down, and pick up a book, or a pen, or a better coping method that getting shit faced.

:hug: I wish you the best of luck love.

[Gumleaf]

no matter how bad things get tegan, alcohol isn't the answer. you can drink all you want but that isn't going to do you any good in the long run. addison is right, alcohol is not the right outlet to deal with issues in your life.

[Nihilus]

alcohol makes ou depressed when taken in large quantities and it destroys your liver.

[Techno Monster]

You can beat this pick up a hobby or read.

[IfPiratesCouldFly]

Ughh yeahh, alcohol is horrible, I'm not one to talk but it does horrible things in the long run, sure its an easy way out of tough things but you dont learn anything from it then you're depriving yourself of a life lesson that could be had. You're best choice is to find a more productive way to solve problems, if you feel like shit, face the shit instead of drinking it away. Otherwise that shit could just as well come back, maybe not the next day but sometime in the near future, it could.

[scatman]

If you ever watch a show like cops they always say nothing good ever comes from alcahol, it makes you more depressed and smells awfull.

I dont think something like that is a good way to escape all of your problems

[Fiending_the_freedom]

thats the thing though i get happier when im drunk. i know its a depressant but i get less depressed.

[Hauptmann Kauffman]

If you get less depressed, I personally don't see a problem with it. i know im not supposed to say something like that, but if it works for you and isn't really dangerous, go for it... Just be safe...