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[xoraphox]

Since the first day of my summer, life has been shit. First of all, a friend made fun of my cutting. Then, an other friend just left me and started hating me. With that, 2 other friends just stoped talking to me because of him. Then, my almost-girlfriend told me that she wants to stop talking to me. Then, an other girl just tried to kill herself and she told me to fuck off. Then, after all other shits, the girl that tried to kill her self told me to go kill myself. I learned after that it was one of the friends that left me that told her to tell me that. I have been rejected and used. everybody tried to use me. So after a 10 days of being free from cutting, i took my blade and i wanted to cut. but something more than cutting. I took the blade and i carved the word USED on my arm. because i'm being used by everybody. because no one really cares about me.

[xoraphox]

...No one reply? Sad.

[Dark_Desires]

To be completely honest Your friends sound pretty horrible and the kind of people you shouldn't keep as friends i mean after all your friends are supposed to support you through tough times not ignore you and be nasty.I don't really have much advice besides i understand what it feels like to be used by everyone and life turning to shit but i care and can sympathies.Sorry i'm not so good with Advice but if you someone to talk to or vent I'm Always Happy to Listen.

[xoraphox]

Yeah.... They are horrible but they are the only ones that accept to talk to me... I don't want to talk to them anymore but I need to talk to peoples or else I get crazy

[Dark_Desires]

Yeah.... They are horrible but they are the only ones that accept to talk to me... I don't want to talk to them anymore but I need to talk to peoples or else I get crazy

Well you can either tell were they can Stick been horrible or still be friends with them and deal with it and hope to work things out.

And to be more specific what do you mean Crazy is it similar to me were i don't talk to people i can get paranoid and lose it easily or something else?.

[lightPainting]

how have things been since then? did things get any better?

[Luisss]

Those aren't real friends. Forget them, ignore them. You are so much better than them and deserve more. Best wishes. :)

[xoraphox]

Oh sorry for the late reply... Humm... I'm trying to forget them and for the question, I go like crazy, I feel so lonely and I just want to cut and kill myself because I have no friends....

[numbness]

This is going to sound like a ridiculous thing to say but it works for some people,everyday at the end of the day say one good thing that has happened that day,then after a couple of weeks or a month try and say two good things that have happened you can start to say more and more things over time,it doesn't matter if its a little thing like I had breakfast or something bigger,hope this helps :)

[Miserabilia]

Hi. Sometimes it takes a while for me and other users to notice a new thread here so you can't always expect fast replies, so sorry for that.

All I can say is, that if you are treated like that by your friends, they don't deserve your attention, real or emotionaly.
If you really dislike the things they did , the best response is to let it go, and not waste your time and feelings on them, because well it sounds like they suck.