a reason not to kill myself

[thatgothgirluknow]

so lately ive been hanging out with one of my friends little sisters shes like ten or eleven but she really likes to hang out with me and shes allot of fun so since she comes over i let her hang out but i guess im like a sister to her shes definetley like a sister to me we care allot about each other like a family almost the thing is shes very poor and her mom had to sell all of her toys to pay the bills so she never has anything but since i have allot of old toys i dnt play with anymore so when she comes over she plays with them and sometimes i give her stuff but i guess because she has some mental problems and i care allot about her i guess i feel like i cant kill myself because i want to make a differance in her life and i know she would be crushed i feel like she needs someone to help her because things are pretty tough for her and her family goes to shelters to get food allot and so i wory that she might go hungery sometimes if she cant come to my house to eat i know it sounds silly but i really care about her i guess i might be because shes the same age as my sister that i dont get to see anymore and miss

[Luminous]

Cutting and Self Harm :arrow: Family and Friends

[Dark Blue]

I think it's really big of you to want to be there for her. A lot of people who need a person like you don't always get one! (: Keep trying to have that positive impact on her.

[gothy]

You are such a great person! :)

[Body odah Man]

so lately ive been hanging out with one of my friends little sisters shes like ten or eleven but she really likes to hang out with me and shes allot of fun so since she comes over i let her hang out but i guess im like a sister to her shes definetley like a sister to me we care allot about each other like a family almost the thing is shes very poor and her mom had to sell all of her toys to pay the bills so she never has anything but since i have allot of old toys i dnt play with anymore so when she comes over she plays with them and sometimes i give her stuff but i guess because she has some mental problems and i care allot about her i guess i feel like i cant kill myself because i want to make a differance in her life and i know she would be crushed i feel like she needs someone to help her because things are pretty tough for her and her family goes to shelters to get food allot and so i wory that she might go hungery sometimes if she cant come to my house to eat i know it sounds silly but i really care about her i guess i might be because shes the same age as my sister that i dont get to see anymore and miss

that's a nice story :)
I'm glad u can both help each other

[xXoblivionXx]

That's really sweet of you for taking are of her like that. Sometimes people just need a really good Friend and also it's a win-win situation because you feel like ou have a purpose

[StacyD]

That's really kind, caring and sweet of you. Thank you for being there for that little girl and for sharing your story. Hopefully others can follow your example too. :)

[sixguy6]

Awww!!!!! That's so sweet of you!!! Well I'm glad you have someone to take care of and she may even be taking care of you :) so it's a win win. Sounds rly good :) hope it helps you

[thatgothgirluknow]

thx guys shes helping me allot we sit and play games all the time we have so much fun and when ever im with her she brings a smile to my face when eve she thinks im upset she makes a joke and we both laugh and have fun i love being with her she calls me her big sis i love being able to take care of her i cook for her and show her how to make differnt things and since i wasnt eating for a while sometimes when shes hungery shell cook for me so that i have to eat

[Dalcourt]

that's such a cute story and it is really great how you two help each other that way.
you both really benefit from that friendship so I wish you all the best with it.