natsuha
June 15th, 2014, 12:42 AM
i dont know what to do the whole class know i have a crush on a girl cause i told a friend about it (the friend transferred when i was on 1st year HS student)(the girl was my classmate since 2nd grade) i told my friend that and the next day the whole class knew after that i tried my best to avoid the friend now it gets super awkward with her i had a crsh on her on my first year HS student in grade school i talked to her and treated her like how i treat my other female friends and in high school i suddenly cant take my eyes of her. im a 3rd year HS student now and didnt even make a progress in 3 years i cant even remember the last ime we spoke to each other and on the first year of HS of prom i didnt ask her to dance with me cause i was a wimp but on second year of HS i asked her to dance she stood up and when we were finally reaced out our hands thesong stoped after that it got a little awkard and then i a love song was played after 10 minutes or so and i asked her to dance with me again and then we dance touched her hand for the very first time and talked to her for a very long time and then i said "congratulations on being the prom queen" she said thank you and thats it when i was going to confess and sa y i liked you since 1st year the song suddenly stops and then bam my chance to confess has passed and lets time skip to valntines theres an event where you have to put lipstick on youre partner blindfolde and my friends played a trick on me and registerd me and the girl together of course i didnt knew it until they anounced the players but heck i get to spend time with here and then the girl put lipstick on my lips and cheeks while swinging the lipstck all over my face while having a big smile on her face and i suddenly realized you have to put the lipstick on the girls face after the girl put it on and then suddenly i regreted it i shouldve listened to the rules after the the event went on and nothing happened after i went home i was suoer happy and i decided to confess but i dont know where she live and her phone number so i asked the FRIEND to tell me hes the only one who have a cellphone and knew her number my other frinds dont have a cell after that i confessed through tex cause im such a wimp after that i didnt get a reply and school came i walked through the classroom door and saw the friend laughing then my other friends said i got rejected, i didnt know what there talking about the guys told me and sudenlly the world turned blank for a moment i didnt know what to feel anger cause i told the friend about it emberassment cause the whole class knew how much of a wimp i am specially the girl or regret caus i told the friend about it a few weeks past a week of pure emberasment and suddenly a senior tried to tease me the was a profesional playboy and talked to the girl the whole class was teasing me and said thats how you aproach girl and i escaped through my celphone after that class started since its almost summer we finished our books and didnt know what else to do then the teacher decided to tease me so she called one of the guys who confessed to the girl a first ear student and the girl blushed turned tomato red then it hit me its too late for me after that nothing else happened i fell out of love for the girl i was devestated and didnt know what to do then summer came i taght myself how to play a guitar for no reason then summer passed and tommorow is the start of school i dont know what to do will i stay to the girl or move on and find someone else