gothy
June 13th, 2014, 07:04 PM
Every so often i begin to think about killing myself. sometimes the thought never comes to my mind. but then sometimes, it is all i can think about. I dont know why this is.
Lately, as in the last few weeks ive been doing self harm more and more. In the intent to either pass out or die. None of that has happened yet. I feel bad the next day when i may be feeling less suicidal or depressed and then i am thankful i didnt die.
i dont know how to explain this..
I just am really confused with the way i am and to be honest, im scared.
Does anyone have any advice or similar experiences? how can I deal with this.
thank you
Lately, as in the last few weeks ive been doing self harm more and more. In the intent to either pass out or die. None of that has happened yet. I feel bad the next day when i may be feeling less suicidal or depressed and then i am thankful i didnt die.
i dont know how to explain this..
I just am really confused with the way i am and to be honest, im scared.
Does anyone have any advice or similar experiences? how can I deal with this.
thank you