i wish

[electric7rocker]

i wish i was happy
i mean... i have some days that are good
but i wish i had control over my emotions instead of them having control over me

i just made it to 100 days without cutting
my new goal is 101
but once i get 101, will i change my goal to 102? or will i just stop caring?
i feel like ill give in now that i know that i can make it.
if i can it doesnt matter if i do unless i have to.

[The Batman]

just keep going at it 1 day at a time don't worry about making it past today just worry about today and even then try and distance yourself from any kind of negativity keep thinking positive thoughts

[theOperaGhost]

No body is happy all the time. Everybody has bad days, some more than others. I know it's hard, but you can make it through the bad times. :)

[electric7rocker]

but if i get the urge to cut again, ive made it to 100... so what?
ive met my goal so it wont matter if i cut again.....

[Techno Monster]

Don`t do it, please. Besides you will have to get to 100 all over again

[Flabbergasted]

Why did you set yourself the goal of 100 days in the first place? Was it to see if you could? Or because you want to stop permanently?

[electric7rocker]

more to see if i could....
i started it basically by not needing to, and then i wanted to know how long it had been...... and i just ended up starting a count.

[Flabbergasted]

If your original motivation was simply to see if you could then a slip up may be inevitable. If you find yourself wanting to stop because you want to change your life for the better then you are more likely to be successful.

[Axellance]

You have to look at it iin a more positive way. You made it to 100 days now proove it to yourself u can make it 200. the worst thing to do is to give up case u know u can quit. with each cut u become more and more addicted, so if u just say ooo i can quit when im ready you wont be able to when u want to agin because it will be even more difficult. just make your goal 200 and then work towards it one day at a time. U CAN DO IT!!!!:) :)

[Atonement]

you may not be able to control your emotions, but you can control them taking over your body. It is true. :hug: stick in there.