So.. I'll come out with it. I'm BISEXUAL

[Hudor]

Sexuality has been an extremely confusing aspect of my life and one with which I've wrestled a lot for a long, long time. I had made this complex mechanism in my mind to block out the gay thoughts I have and i guess i managed it fairly well except for the occasional overload when all such thoughts would break free and sear my mind with their intensity. These overloads troubled me badly because apart from these I didn't feel any 'emotional' attraction to guys and then I would spend hours questioning myself extensively to reinforce my belief in my being straight though i hardly think i could ever convince myself.
Finally in this drawn-out battle against my mind, I decided to finally accept defeat and accept myself as i actually am. I still feel attracted emotionally more to girls and sexually on an equal level to both guys and girls. i planned to post this earlier but the thought gave me a splitting headache. Nevertheless, I think i feel more clear-headed and confident now because i don't have to constantly be in denial and wrestle with my mind and my thinking. Outside VT i don't think i'll make a declaration unless someone asks me about it.
So i guess I'll end the rant here before i start feeling way too sick and regretting this

[fhjsdhfjsdhfnf]

Well Done mate, you should feel a lot better now :)

[Bull]

Congratulations friend!

[sixguy6]

Good for you brah :D

[Croconaw]

I'm happy for you. :)

[TheLoneWolf]

Congratulations! :)

[pjones]

congrats!

[Faolan]

Well done. It takes a lot of courage to come out. Your stance on talking (or not) outside of VT is a good one; it means you don't have to worry about a giant coming-out fiasco like many have done/have to do. :)

[Luminous]

Good for you! This is a really huge step. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm always here!

[Microcosm]

It takes a lot of courage to come out like that. Good job :)

[Hudor]

Thanks everyone. Tbh I'm still in a daze about it but your posts are helping a lot and I don't regret it now as much as i did earlier. Dissolving my mental construct is taking a bit of time and efforts but the freedom to think and act in unison is quite nice. The world seems to have developed new dimensions and I don't feel i've adjusted properly to them yet. idk if i ever will?

[riverboy]

Things will go better now and as time goes on you will feel more relax.

[CrazyPerson101]

Sexuality has been an extremely confusing aspect of my life and one with which I've wrestled a lot for a long, long time. I had made this complex mechanism in my mind to block out the gay thoughts I have and i guess i managed it fairly well except for the occasional overload when all such thoughts would break free and sear my mind with their intensity. These overloads troubled me badly because apart from these I didn't feel any 'emotional' attraction to guys and then I would spend hours questioning myself extensively to reinforce my belief in my being straight though i hardly think i could ever convince myself.
Finally in this drawn-out battle against my mind, I decided to finally accept defeat and accept myself as i actually am. I still feel attracted emotionally more to girls and sexually on an equal level to both guys and girls. i planned to post this earlier but the thought gave me a splitting headache. Nevertheless, I think i feel more clear-headed and confident now because i don't have to constantly be in denial and wrestle with my mind and my thinking. Outside VT i don't think i'll make a declaration unless someone asks me about it.
So i guess I'll end the rant here before i start feeling way too sick and regretting this

Good job , I bet you feel much better :) Its hard comming out but you had the courage to do it and you should be happy. :)

[Forsakenbymyself]

Welcome into the great family of bisexuals!

[Stronger]

Congratulations. :)

[LuciferSam]

Welcome to the fold, brah! :yeah:

[Bmble_B]

Congrats! It feels good to have that off your chest huh?

[Hudor]

Congrats! It feels good to have that off your chest huh?

Yep! A lot better :D It feels as if I have been freed of a particularly tight straitjacket. Hope the feeling stays though....

[Gamma Male]

WHAT?!?!? A BISEXUAL VT'er? THAT'S SO UNUSUAL!!! D:


:lol:But seriously, over half the guys here are into other guys. It's good that you're finally coming to terms with your feelings.

Just remember that they're nothing to be ashamed and they're natural and yata yata yata yata and so on.

[niceguy44]

Good for you.
Always here if you need to talk.

[Rocketsnail]

Congratulations! Good on you for coming out by the way :D

[bdenurie]

Congrats!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm bi too:)

[HazwoldTheElder]

Good man! Great to see you've worked it all out!