I'm trying so hard

[Evanescent14]

I have now tried to kill myself twice, I'm trying very hard to find something to hold onto, I don't think I can do this much longer.
The cutting is getting so bad that I could end up killing myself by accident the cuts get so deep.
I don't know what to do, how can I keep going, what do I try now?

[CosmicNoodle]

Tell your parents, tell a doctor, your friends. Anyone. Just don't keep this to your self, you need help, badly.

Hang in there soldier, keep trudging

[Dalcourt]

As Joe said, talk to someone....it doesn't have to be family. Can be a. teacher, doctor a friend or his/her parents ...there is someone willing to help you out there I'm sure...
You can't do this alone.
Be strong ...and if you like you can always message me...

[Evanescent14]

My parents would not care.

[CrazyPerson101]

I have now tried to kill myself twice, I'm trying very hard to find something to hold onto, I don't think I can do this much longer.
The cutting is getting so bad that I could end up killing myself by accident the cuts get so deep.
I don't know what to do, how can I keep going, what do I try now?

My parents would not care.


Why have you tried to kill yourself, Your life is precious thing that can be taken away at any moment..... A person ( you or anyone ) puts so much into they're life when growing up and even later in life , teenage years are hard, but its only 10 years. After that , it gets a little bit better :). A teenagers mind hasn't fully developed untill its ( you're ) 19 so teenagers often make silly decisions based on what they think is the right/only thing to do. There is always gonna be someone who cares. My mom used to take me to therapists cause I wanted to be dead, but im glad im not now cause I meet many new people on here everyday and although me may not be with you in person , at least you have people to talk to you know ? Why don't you think your parents care about you , it would break them to peices if you died ...

[Evanescent14]

Why have you tried to kill yourself, Your life is precious thing that can be taken away at any moment..... A person ( you or anyone ) puts so much into they're life when growing up and even later in life , teenage years are hard, but its only 10 years. After that , it gets a little bit better :). A teenagers mind hasn't fully developed untill its ( you're ) 19 so teenagers often make silly decisions based on what they think is the right/only thing to do. There is always gonna be someone who cares. My mom used to take me to therapists cause I wanted to be dead, but im glad im not now cause I meet many new people on here everyday and although me may not be with you in person , at least you have people to talk to you know ? Why don't you think your parents care about you , it would break them to peices if you died ...

My parents would be glad I was gone, my dad constantly beats me, he has knocked me out so many times, broken my arms so much more, I think he really is trying to kill me, my mum does nothing, so they would not be in pieces if I was gone, more than likely they would be glad.
Life may be precious, but only when its worth having it, I don't want it, when my dad starts on me I hope that this time he does kill me.
Just a tiny bit of me wants to keep trying, but I have years more of this at home with my parents that I don't think its worth it now.

[Borxar]

My parents would be glad I was gone, my dad constantly beats me, he has knocked me out so many times, broken my arms so much more, I think he really is trying to kill me, my mum does nothing, so they would not be in pieces if I was gone, more than likely they would be glad.
Life may be precious, but only when its worth having it, I don't want it, when my dad starts on me I hope that this time he does kill me.
Just a tiny bit of me wants to keep trying, but I have years more of this at home with my parents that I don't think its worth it now.

I'm sorry man. Parents are supposed to care but in this case it is abuse and you should seek to get away from it. If you have a friend or someone else you can live with then do so. But the thing is do not blame yourself for being beaten, cause it is nothing you have done. You are still special in who you are and nothing noone does can change that. But being lashed out upon by someone who is trying to tear you down is not something you have to stay in. I hope your mum comes around at some stage but you may have to leave and live somewhere else but don't give up on life because it is not your fault and you have potential to do many great things and change other people's lives from your negative experiences. You are always loved dude and I hope things are able to change.

[Dalcourt]

My parents would be glad I was gone, my dad constantly beats me, he has knocked me out so many times, broken my arms so much more, I think he really is trying to kill me, my mum does nothing, so they would not be in pieces if I was gone, more than likely they would be glad.
Life may be precious, but only when its worth having it, I don't want it, when my dad starts on me I hope that this time he does kill me.
Just a tiny bit of me wants to keep trying, but I have years more of this at home with my parents that I don't think its worth it now.

That's why I said you should seek help elsewhere...I mean, I'm abused at home, too and I know how this get help thing works. You can get help from CPS or whatever you call it where you live to get away from home if ya want and all those things. Why does your Mom do nothing? Is she afraid of your Dad? There's so many places you could get help just don't give up. I know what I'm talking about.
Didn't your parents notice that you attempted to kill yourself? Even my Dad would notice that...How did they react?

See, even if it may look bad your parents don't want you to die and we here don't want you to die, either...so instead of attempting to kill yourself hang on and try to get help.

[Unknown_one]

I don't want you to die so please don't give up on yourself try on through and let us here at vt help you we am sure all cqre and wanna help so please fund it in your heart to live for us.