I feel disconnected.

[hygeia]

I'm a teenage guy, loads of friends, supportive family, great girlfriend, talented with music and my education and I play video games. It might seem like I'm fine, but I don't feel this way. I'm currently in my final year of school and plan to do a lot with my life after, but right now, I just feel like I'm alone. I come home to play video games with friends or do homework. I don't enjoy video games as much as I used to, but it seems there's nothing to do in my spare time other than that, and it's pretty much the only time I spend with my friends from my previous school. I don't want to play games, but I feel that I need to in order to feel connected. I just want to feel like I'm doing the right thing.

[Living For Love]

Instead of playing video games with your friends, why don't you go out and meet them somewhere, do something together in real life, rather than playing together on a virtual world? Maybe that would help you feel closer to them.

[Microcosm]

I know EXACTLY what you are feeling. I am going throught the same thing! What I would try(and what helped me) is to go outside and find something to do and make friends. Maybe meet some people in your neighborhood? Also, find a sport or something. For instance, I do archery. You could play basketball, skateboarding,soccer, etc. There is a whole world of oppurtunity.

Hope I helped. :)