I'm scared..

[Seemyheart]

In just 4 days it'll be exactly one year from the first time I cut... it was last summer, and here I am again, a year later, and I'm so down tonight, I feel so alone...nobody is texting me back or calling me back, I feel lonely. And im having huge urges to cut again..after 90 something days of being self harm free.
Im scared that I'll get in that mindset that summers arent good for me. It wasnt good last year, so what if im pysching myself out and im sabotaging myself? What if I start cutting uncontrollably again... I'm scared, and I never would have admitted that last year, but I am admitting it now. I don't want to go back to that again, but I feel like it's inevitable.

[flappybird]

In just 4 days it'll be exactly one year from the first time I cut... it was last summer, and here I am again, a year later, and I'm so down tonight, I feel so alone...nobody is texting me back or calling me back, I feel lonely. And im having huge urges to cut again..after 90 something days of being self harm free.
Im scared that I'll get in that mindset that summers arent good for me. It wasnt good last year, so what if im pysching myself out and im sabotaging myself? What if I start cutting uncontrollably again... I'm scared, and I never would have admitted that last year, but I am admitting it now. I don't want to go back to that again, but I feel like it's inevitable.

Loneliness is awesome. Loneliness is beautiful. Loneliness is sacred. Loneliness is a treasure easily found, but seldom kept.

Slow down. Turn off the sounds, close your eyes. Put a hand on your heart and feel it beat. Feel your chest heave up, and down. Up, and down again.

You don't need attention of people who don't care. You needn't give them attention, either. Happiness must be tied to that life in you. To existence. Sit next to the window, take in the wind; or the stillness. Watch the stars, watch the moon. That lovely, nocturnal moon.

Why do you need someone else when you can be with you?

Sit next to a mirror. Look at you! Smile.

Make music, write poetry. Watch people trip on YouTube, visit 9GAG. Meh, play Flappy Bird if anything.

Because see, my point is: Loneliness is a treasure easily found, but seldom kept.

And don't you dare cut.

[thatgothgirluknow]

dnt cut ok everything will be ok u have made it this far and u can make it a whole lot farther without cutting i know u can cutting will only make things harder u know that with summer here ur gona wana go swimming soon so if not for any other reason dnt cut because latter u wont be able to go swimming i know what u mean by feeling like u cant stop things from repeating but u can u have to have the mindset that no matter what u will have fun this summer even if u are alone make the best of being by urself or have the mindset that u will meet new people and make new freinds to hang out with this summer u can do anything u put ur mind to if people arent willing to give u there time then they arent worth ur time

[Zteenagedude]

There are always people out there willing to talk. I would be happy to talk to you whenever you feel lonely. I am always willing to talk. I can't private message on here because I'm new sorry.

Edited. ~Hannah

[Angry Elf]

While it's hard, you should always look to the future. Know that what is bothering you now, It won't matter 5 years from now. You'll look back and wonder why you took it so personally, and why you have done such things to yourself. You're a wonderful person who will find your way through. This is a sensitive time in life; you're still finding yourself. You're still learning who you are. Instead of being down, think about all of the awesome things you're going to accomplish down the road. Think about all of your strengths, and find a way to use them tonight. What can you do for yourself? What can you do to help yourself in the future? You have such a long life, full of happiness, ahead of you :)

[Hundred Spirited God]

If you ever need to talk,private message me,or contact me by skype and email :P ,im always online 24/7,and please don't cut yourself,i wouldn't want anything bad to happen to you

[Zteenagedude]

[QUOTE=Zteenagedude;2823080]There are always people out there willing to talk. I would be happy to talk to you whenever you feel lonely. I am always willing to talk. But I can't private message on here because I'm new sorry.
But I think I can respond to things.

[Miserabilia]

I know how you feel in some ways but even though loneliness may be a trigger, sometimes it's better to accept lonelines as an old friend or just a friend.
The best thing to do is come to yourself, and find yourself back with something relaxing and silent. Just silence and something to read and make yourself as comfortable as possible.