Confessions of the broken

[gothy]

I must admit that i tried to kill myself last month. I dont know why i didnt, i guess im scared. I also fucked up my left side of my torso with a razor. My problem is i haven't told my counsellor this cuz i am scared to. Last time i told domeone i cried. And that didnt help because my counselor only made it worse. I guess im writing this because im really no who i was a few years qgo. And ive become what i never knew i would. Broken and suicidal. This may be a cry for help or this may just be me being open. I dont know. All i know is that i feel like i need to write this.

[Bmble_B]

Awww :( It's always sad for me to hear that someone attempted suicide or cut themself.
Just know that everyone on this entire forum is here for you man (me especially) so if you feel like you need someone to talk to, Im here for you :)

[gothy]

Awww :( It's always sad for me to hear that someone attempted suicide or cut themself.
Just know that everyone on this entire forum is here for you man (me especially) so if you feel like you need someone to talk to, Im here for you :)

thank you very much.

[Bmble_B]

thank you very much.
My pleasure :)

[xoraphox]

We will always be there for you. I wanted to kill myself today, but I didn't. Hope is the only thing that will make us move foward. Talk to us, we are your friends and you can trust us. Your consellor must be bad if he made it worse... Keep it up man! We are there for you when ever you need to talk!

[Karkat]

Awww :( It's always sad for me to hear that someone attempted suicide or cut themself.
Just know that everyone on this entire forum is here for you man (me especially) so if you feel like you need someone to talk to, Im here for you :)

Absolutely agree :)

We will always be there for you. I wanted to kill myself today, but I didn't. Hope is the only thing that will make us move foward. Talk to us, we are your friends and you can trust us. Your consellor must be bad if he made it worse... Keep it up man! We are there for you when ever you need to talk!

I'm glad you fought off the urges. It isn't easy. Go you! :metal:


I personally am still recovering from an attempt a few weeks ago- I may have permanent damage now, heh.

And it wasn't even the last time I've tried! However, I'm happy to say that I haven't tried since that week. (Meaning the time that caused damage wasn't the last time I tried, but every attempt after that was in the same week. I've been free of any kind of physical self harm for at least 11 days.)

I'm so glad that both of you are still here, as well as I am. Here's to pushing forward, and continually strengthening our resolve to live. :metal:

Also, @OP, sometimes telling someone just feels good. :) It's ok to not know why you're doing it. If it feels right, do it.

[xoraphox]

Thank you for the support :P

[gothy]

We will always be there for you. I wanted to kill myself today, but I didn't. Hope is the only thing that will make us move foward. Talk to us, we are your friends and you can trust us. Your consellor must be bad if he made it worse... Keep it up man! We are there for you when ever you need to talk!

im am glad you didnt . The world wouldnt be the same without you. thank you for your support. really what my counsellor/psychiatrist did was just stare at my cuts like it was some sort of exhibit and take notes. then shes like got any on your chest, or legs?

[CosmicNoodle]

:( Wow dude, I'm so glad your OK, if you don't mind me asking, how did you try to do it?

Don't forget dude, your awesome, you may not think it, but you most defiantly are. I've seen you around quite a bit and your a great guy, PM me if you want to talk about it buddy. Don't forget, we all care for you, were all here, so are your family and friends. Don't worry dude, you got this. *bro fist*

Keep trudging soldier, you'll be alright, I know you will :)

[Luminous]

Crying isn't a bad thing. Don't be afraid to talk to your counselor about it, even if you do cry, just get it all out. Maybe telling someone is the beginning of getting a little bit better. You're not broken, you just haven't put all the puzzle pieces together yet. And your counselor can help you do that, if you'll just let them. We've talked a bit already and I've told you this before, but I'd like to remind you that if you ever want to talk, I'm always here.

[xoraphox]

im am glad you didnt . The world wouldnt be the same without you. thank you for your support. really what my counsellor/psychiatrist did was just stare at my cuts like it was some sort of exhibit and take notes. then shes like got any on your chest, or legs?

Yeah, that's why I don't want to talk to my doctor about it... They always see self harming as a medical and body problem but it's really psychological... They just need to know that we cut and try to help us... The don't need to see it.

[thatgothgirluknow]

im always here u can always pm me