had a bad day...

[bbychop]

I came home from my first day of school feeling like complete shit.
Wesley came on. I thought he would make me feel better.
All he did was make it worse.
I told him I didn't feel good and when I don't feel good I'm a complete bitch and he knows that.
He was telling me about something and I was like "ok then..." cuz I didn't know what to say.
Then he was like "angry is not the way to keep me"
And I told him I was backing off.

Was it the right thing to say? He won't talk to me now. :cry:

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

dont cut yourself u can pull through :(

[bbychop]

I'm not cutting myself.
I've gone almost a month without it.
He won't even talk to me and it's making me upset but it doesn't matter to him anymore :(

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

why dont u call him on the phone?

[bbychop]

I would.. but I don't think he would talk to me.. wait.. I need to go try it..

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

give it a try and then tell me how it goes

[bbychop]

Well.. he came back

[Elokyn]

"angry is not the way to keep me"

that was harsh and just mean......

joseph allows for when I'm pms ing or when I'm in a bad mood and I do for him also....sometimes being in a relationship means being a bit more tolerant in bad times.......if he's gonna flip out like this if that occurs you might need to reevaluate ya'lls relationship (I know that's not whatcha wanna hear) and maybe something is bothering him? maybe he's in a bad mood and needs you to be a bit more tolerant...try calling? I dunno....I wish you the best :hug:

edit: oop, sorry we posted at the same time ^^

[bbychop]

Blinkyyyyyyy182: I'm angry
hopeless love616: why
Blinkyyyyyyy182: you aren't nice to me sometimes
hopeless love616: i'm sorry about today.. i just feel like shit
Blinkyyyyyyy182: well
Blinkyyyyyyy182: don't b e mean to me
hopeless love616: i'm sorry

[Elokyn]

well.... :? were you mean?

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

what a jerkoff. if your having a bad day, thats an excuse to treat anybody anyway you want. honestly. he has no right to tell you how to act if your having a bad day and he isnt

[bbychop]

I wasn't trying to be.
OMG he is making me upset. :(

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

dude you have the moral high ground in this issue. hes the one whose being mean, not you

[bbychop]

He doesn't see it that way. He just thinks that I'm being the bitch and he's the one having to deal with it. And another thing is when I am like this he brings up the fact that he isn't going to be here for the next 3 years after he graduates and it doesn't help me at all. :cry:

[Elokyn]

exactly like matt said...he's the one being a jerk....I know it hurts but if he doesnt see it that way you need to tell him to take a freakin walk until he does.....

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

ok, well it doesnt matter one fucking bit what he thinks because im telling you hes wrong. and he is. if he is your friend for real, nothing and absolutely anything u could do would be a burden that he has to "deal" with. if he has to "deal" with you than hes a shithead and not worthy of your friendship. and mmaking u feel bad by exploiting your love of him is horrible and wrong. a person with his attitude should be lucky people like him at all, not make fun of you for missing him when hes gone

[bbychop]

I just got off the phone with him...
I was crying when I called him and he was like "hi..." and i was like "I'm sorry" and he was like "whatever it's fine" and I was like "no it's not cuz you're fucking mad at me!" and he was like "yeah but whatever it's fine. I gotta go. love you."
I'm sad and angry and he doesn't help!

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

it really doesnt seam like he cares. if my friend called me on the phone crying id probably start crying with them.. :( sorry

[bbychop]

it's ok. he just doesn't understand. he only cares about himself and not what the hell he does to me. ugh.

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

isnt he your boysfirend or what?

[bbychop]

yeah he's my boyfriend...
he just doesn't know how to be one.

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

are u sure he loves you? it really doesnt seam like it

[bbychop]

He swears he does. *shrugs* Who knows.

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

whens the next time u can see him? maybe if u see him face to face you can set things straight

[bbychop]

I don't know when I get to see him again. Probably won't be for a long time though.

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

well dont u go to his school and such?

[bbychop]

Nope. He goes to a school across town. I never get to see him anyway. :(

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

awww. maybe if you saw him more often you could mend the cuts and bruises in your relationship

[bbychop]

I bet it would. I mean when we are around eachother for real we're like ok and then afterwards I'm a "complete bitch" as he said

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

i dont think anyone deserves to be called a complete bitch, not in a relationship. it sounds very abusive how he treats you, its not right

[bbychop]

I know but I'm used to abusive relationships so I put up with it.
Right now he's talking to my friend and not me so I'm like whoa.
Ugh...

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

you should ask your friend to forward everything he says about you to you. try and get him/her to bring up the subject of your guys' relationship and have ur friend ask him why hes so mean and to tell him that its hurting your feelings

[bbychop]

I think I am going to. Good idea. He won't talk to her now either so it's kind of... yeah. :( Ugh. I want to give up.

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

whatever you do dont give up, i really enjoyed talking to you and i hope only good comes your way :)

[bbychop]

Thanks :hug:

[bbychop]

Well... what he told Krystal...

Blinkyyyyyyy182 [7:43 PM]: hmmm
Blinkyyyyyyy182 [7:44 PM]: well
Blinkyyyyyyy182 [7:44 PM]: now I know what kinda person she is
Blinkyyyyyyy182 [7:44 PM]: sorta

Me and him...

Blinkyyyyyyy182: sooo
Blinkyyyyyyy182: you have her talk to me?
Blinkyyyyyyy182: are you affriad of me?
hopeless love616: ni
hopeless love616: *no
hopeless love616: should i be?
hopeless love616: brb
Blinkyyyyyyy182: well
Blinkyyyyyyy182: I want an explination
hopeless love616: back
hopeless love616: what do you mean
Blinkyyyyyyy182: why are you being mean
hopeless love616: i don't feel good today and i have a lot on my mind and i saw what you told krystal... thanks
Blinkyyyyyyy182: sooo
Blinkyyyyyyy182: that's excuse to be mean?
hopeless love616: when i am sick i am a complete bitch.
Blinkyyyyyyy182: then don't expect this relationship to go very far
hopeless love616: i'm sorry ok?
Blinkyyyyyyy182: no
Blinkyyyyyyy182: it's not
Blinkyyyyyyy182: you keep saying it
Blinkyyyyyyy182: and you get meanier

now I'm crying.

[Elokyn]

sorry but he sucks..dump his ass.....

[bbychop]

I'm too scared to.. kind of. :( I love him but I don't know anymore.

[Elokyn]

I know you do sweetie, but it don't sound liek he loves you very much. and if he's gonna freak like this everytime you're in a bad mood then what? You're gonna have to walk around being afraid to be mad cus you dont wanna lose him.....no...he's not worth it

[bbychop]

He gave me one final chance.... he told Krystal he didn't love me as much anymore... I don't know what to do.

[teencrazykid]

I'm only 13, so I dont know if im a good advice giver but from a complete stranger DUMP HIS ASS. repeat: DUMP HIS ASS DUMP HIS ASS DUMP HIS ASS DUMP HIS ASS DUMP HIS ASS DUMP HIS ASS DUMP HIS ASS DUMP HIS ASS DUMP HIS ASS DUMP HIS ASS DUMP HIS ASS DUMP HIS ASS DUMP HIS ASS DUMP HIS ASS DUMP HIS ASS. OOOH I cant say that enough. He sounds like a TOTAL FUCKING DICKHEAD!

[teencrazykid]

I have DECIDED to repeat: DUMP HIS ASS DUMP HIS ASS DUMP HIS ASS DUMP HIS ASS DUMP HIS ASS DUMP HIS ASS DUMP HIS ASS DUMP HIS ASS DUMP HIS ASS DUMP HIS ASS DUMP HIS ASS DUMP HIS ASS DUMP HIS ASS DUMP HIS ASS DUMP HIS ASS, hope this aint too annoying but it probably is o well

[blue_berry_icecream]

he sounds really mean and if I were you I would tell him off then dump him because thats what he desurves :x