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[Aventzger]

Hey guys. I've noticed that I find pleasure in openly insulting myself infront of my friends. I also noticed whenever they make a forever alone joke (Well, I'm single and I might be socially awkward), I seem to respond with "Ok..." or "Its ok." I seem to allow them to insult me. My heart and mind seems to be ok with it when I'm with them but the moment they leave, my heart aches with sadness but my mind is like" Its ok! You made your friends happy!" (I always want to make people happy due to my messed up childhood)
I understand some of you might say I'm "Too Nice". But I can't really help it. I need to be with people just to eat lunch. Even if they call me a retard when I eat.

[CosmicNoodle]

Well, pleasure in your own humiliation is technically Masochism, trust me, being a masochist isn't fun, I am one.

However if you only do it so people will be around you then that's different. And if they are constantly insulting you, and not in a jokeing way, then perhaps they are not the best friends in the world :/
Me and my friends have one of those relationships where we can just insulyt each other and its all cool, for instance, I great many of them with "sup cunt nugget" and they will reply with "everything's cool fuck wit". Its just what we do, we playfully insult each other, is it like that, or are they targeting only you, if so, you might want to consider moving away from them a little.