Depression and Anger

[Celtics]

I'm severely depressed and its been getting worse. I've been depressed for over 3 years now probably and no sign its going away and now I'm in the constant mood of not caring. I had 3.6+ GPA's throughout middle school. Now I'm about to be a junior and I have a 2.7-2.8. I really don't know how to fix that since its just going down every year now and anger is another thing. Like if something pisses me off I'm ready to "swing" at the person and I've never been like that in my life. So what I'm trying to get at has anyone been through this and like how can you get past it, its literally destroying my life every day at a time, the only time I smile is if I'm faking it. :confused:
(suicide was a option in the past but if i would have a extremely bad day and there was a gun, I couldn't for sure say I wouldn't do it).

Oh and yeah I haven't been truly happy for years, and I have no real friends anymore so no one to talk to about things, that you don't want family to know. Gaining weight is another thing that is making it worst, I can't stop eating anymore too.

[RGGhost]

if i was to give you advice although my advice might not be the best i would personal find a hobby something i really enjoy and do it weekly that will maybe just maybe take your mind of these things. as for anger the only thing that'll fix that is your self i went through a stage when i was angry at everything even the smallest things but one day i had a look at myself and said to myself "is this the person i want to be" the answer was obviously no (now im not saying do the exact thing but thats what i did) so i found something to vent through which was rugby i figured it worked on my brother so why not give it a go since then it has become one of my favorite things to do. But what im really trying to get at is its only you who can control your anger but if you think you need help fixing anger you could see if you could get anger management . as for the depression i would recommend a doctor it is not healthy at all being depressed
ps if you do find a hobby and do it weekly you could make your self new friends which could get a laugh out of you