Can't accept the idea of love

[Whight]

Does anyone else feel like this?
No matter how many times my boyfriend tells me he loves me, and no matter how I can logically understand that he loves me. I just can't seem to accept it and process it in my head that he does love me.

I keep feeling it. It's annoying, I can't shake it off. And I feel like eventually he'll get tired of proving this to me and just leave me. A self fulfilling prophecy if you will. :S

[Dibmelendez]

There will come a time and moment you feel it, it's a strange feeling, it's gonna sound cheesy but like a happy from within, it comes at its own pace, and feels good, give it time, and if it doesn't happen with him, maybe it will with someone else.

[Whight]

I doubt it. Without him, i have nothing. Really, absolutely nothing.
He saved me. Kept me alive. Otherwise, i'd have ended it already.

And I love him. I love him so much. He makes me happy a lot of the times. But I simply can't accept that he loves me back. I stand amazed and stumped everyday on the question of why is he still with me, what's his angle? What does he get from all of this?

[Plasma]

I doubt it. Without him, i have nothing. Really, absolutely nothing.
He saved me. Kept me alive. Otherwise, i'd have ended it already.

And I love him. I love him so much. He makes me happy a lot of the times. But I simply can't accept that he loves me back. I stand amazed and stumped everyday on the question of why is he still with me, what's his angle? What does he get from all of this?

He obviously gets something from it, otherwise he wouldn't be with you. I think eventually, when you're able to accept and love yourself, you'll accept that he loves you just as much as you love him.

[Dibmelendez]

Everyone has their own way of showing it, sometimes more Sutle that others, sometimes that's what love is, having faith that he loves you back as well, even if you can't see it