I feel like I'm going to relapse.

[Magenta]

It probably doesn't matter if I do. I'm already scarred and permanently ugly. I'm just feeling depressed and 76 days feels like nothing. I don't know if there's anything anyone can say to help but... help?

[xoraphox]

Hope you don't get in relapse :( ... You need to be tough! You'll see, lots of peoples like with without even you knowing it... 76 days is veeeeerrry good :P

[Luminous]

76 days is not nothing. 76 days is everything. That's only 25 days away from 100. It's huge. Yes, you're scarred, but there's nothing you can do about that now. But you're not ugly. I've seen pictures of you. You're absolutely gorgeous! You're right, I'm not sure what I can say to help, except keep pushing on. You're already doing so well, why lose all of that progress in just one moment of pain? Find other ways to cope, I know you can, Jo. I believe in you.

[Chrisscotland]

just remember how difficult it was to reach 76 don't let that have been for nothing
stay strong x

[CosmicNoodle]

76 days is HUGE, I could barely go a few weeks. 76 is actually kind of inspiring :)
And like Hannah said, you not ugly.
Please don't give up 76 days just for a few seconds relief. We all believe in you, I'm not sure what can be said to help apart from that we all know you can do it if you try, Jo.
I believe in you ;)

[Magenta]

Thanks for everyone's kind words. To be honest, I'm still struggling. It's 81 days now and I still feel like I just want to give in. I'm depressed and horribly numb and I get terrible chronic migraines which for some reason are a trigger for me. I guess I'm in so much pain mentally and physically now that I just want to do something to distract me from all of it, even if that just involves cutting myself. Probably doesn't make any sense but I don't think I can do this anymore.

[thatgothgirluknow]

79 is allot u should be proud of urself i can never make it that far but hang in there no matter how many scars u have ur not ugly scars are just a part of u there a sigh that u have been through allot but u have overcome it u can always pm me if u need to tlk