need to

[thatgothgirluknow]

fuck anxiety just fuck it i need to cut my freind he keeps sending self harm pics and blaming me for almost dying because he attempted suicide and he msg me but i wasnt there i just got over my urge earlier and now its back i just ned to feel the cold blade on my skin im tired of anxiety its been driving me crazy today at every little sound i jump and everyone was laughing at me for it i cant every stop shaking at school so my writing is sloppy and i have to erase every word a million times im scared im gona be in trouble with my grandma i miss my family my dads in jail and its all just to mych i need to cut

[bob97]

I'm sorry. I really don't have any clue what your going through. You really need to stop talking to that friend he isn't good for you at all. I'm so sorry you have to cut

[bob97]

I'm sure you don't deserve it. You'll get better trust me

[MechaSniper]

Jordan please don't. Your doing so well. you would of done all of this for nothing.

[thatgothgirluknow]

i tried to block him but the msgs are still mthere and he keeps sending new ones

[thatgothgirluknow]

ive been pretty much ignoring everyone and my bf is upset because he thinks its his fault no matter what i say
he wont listen

[bob97]

When my ex cut I thought the same thing. It just means he cares about you

[thatgothgirluknow]

When my ex cut I thought the same thing. It just means he cares about you
i didnt cut hes knows that i just didnt hang out with him like i uaslly do i cant take being around people and so when he came to tlk to me i started shaking

[bob97]

i didnt cut hes knows that i just didnt hang out with him like i uaslly do i cant take being around people and so when he came to tlk to me i started shaking

That's good then. Explain it to him tomorrow. I'd be worried if I was him too. Just tell him you needed to be alone

[MechaSniper]

he wants to comfort you but he doesn't know how

[thatgothgirluknow]

That's good then. Explain it to him tomorrow. I'd be worried if I was him too. Just tell him you needed to be alone

he wants to comfort you but he doesn't know how

i dont know how to explain it to him he knows about my anxiety but i dont really know how to explain it to him he doesnt understand why im so nervous all the time

[bob97]

i dont know how to explain it to him he knows about my anxiety but i dont really know how to explain it to him he doesnt understand why im so nervous all the time

There isn't always a reason. Sometimes it just happens. Just try and tell him that it had nothing to do with him it was just stuff in general

[MechaSniper]

try explaining it to the best of your extent. He might not be able to understand all of it but he should understand enough to know whats going on

[thatgothgirluknow]

There isn't always a reason. Sometimes it just happens. Just try and tell him that it had nothing to do with him it was just stuff in general thanks ill try it im gona go to bed try to get some sleep

[bob97]

thanks ill try it im gona go to bed try to get some sleep

That's good. Sleep tight I wish you the best

[thatgothgirluknow]

That's good. Sleep tight I wish you the best

thanks but my minds racing and i took along nap earlier so i guess thats not gona work but im feeling a llittle better now i finally got the msgs muted and my anxiety to calm down a little now i just got to remmber not to cut

[bob97]

thanks but my minds racing and i took along nap earlier so i guess thats not gona work but im feeling a llittle better now i finally got the msgs muted and my anxiety to calm down a little now i just got to remmber not to cut

Ok haha. Getting the messages muted is a plus. I'm so tired but I'll stay up

[MechaSniper]

I apologise for not being here for most of the conversation, but this is out of my learning area, I dont kno what to respond with

[thatgothgirluknow]

I apologise for not being here for most of the conversation, but this is out of my learning area, I dont kno what to respond with
its ok im feeling better

[MechaSniper]

its ok im feeling better

If you need anything you know how to get to me. Are you sure you're alright? youre not cutting right now are you?

[thatgothgirluknow]

If you need anything you know how to get to me. Are you sure you're alright? youre not cutting right now are you?

no i promise im feeling better still a little anxiuos but i really dont want to flush my steak down the drain i really want to go for a new record im at 15 days npo cutting right now i need 9 more but thanks guys u helped allot

[MechaSniper]

Whoo few more days. Keep it up. Well I'm going to bed so goodnight

[thatgothgirluknow]

Whoo few more days. Keep it up. Well I'm going to bed so goodnight night

[gothy]

hey, im here for you. please dont. close your eyes and try to forget about it. or distract yourself. turn off ur phone or whatever he is messaging you on. Just do what it takes to get yourself away from the person that is causing you to hurt. Im here if you want a distraction. i literally can talk about anything. really. anything. (except sports)