Trouble getting out of bed

[Lovelife090994]

I struggle waking up everyday. I feel so lonely and depressed sometimes. I may not be suicidal but I think my mind is since I have no drive and would rather be dreaming or simply asleep. I don't know what is wrong with me. Regardless of what my goals are, my talents, or my mother, or anyone, not even for my faith, I still am never happy. I'm quite shy and timd, antisocial even. I write to clear my head yeet have no diary (oh joy). I just feel so weighed down and like no one cares. I wish I had someone to confide in and to love; someone to give me comfort and hold me tight when I cry. I wouldn't wish this on my enemy.

[Living For Love]

Don't do anything rash, ok? You're a Christian, right? So I'm just going to say this: before you encounter someone who can love you just like you are, you need first to find one kind of love we all need: God's love. And if you already found it, then you're absolutely fine. Obviously, we are humans, we have God's love, right, but we also need something else, we need people to care about us, and show they love us, and you'll get there, believe me. And being shy and timid are not bad things at all, it's just the unique way you are. And I understand how this can make you sad, but like you said, you have goals to achieve, parents to make proud, an unshakeable faith that will make you carry on, so you just need to live, one day at a time, focusing on your objectives. Life is a journey, a battle, but it's not a continuous war. I hope this make sense to you. You're not alone, you might feel lonely but you're never alone. Stay strong. :)

[Jack russell dad]

I struggle waking up everyday. I feel so lonely and depressed sometimes. I may not be suicidal but I think my mind is since I have no drive and would rather be dreaming or simply asleep. I don't know what is wrong with me. Regardless of what my goals are, my talents, or my mother, or anyone, not even for my faith, I still am never happy. I'm quite shy and timd, antisocial even. I write to clear my head yeet have no diary (oh joy). I just feel so weighed down and like no one cares. I wish I had someone to confide in and to love; someone to give me comfort and hold me tight when I cry. I wouldn't wish this on my enemy.

I feel like this all the time. I have no bf, true friends, and the only thing i trusted with everything is dead. Sometimes i feel so lonely i can't even cry. And my cousin, the only person i trust with anything has stopped talking to me as much, so i feel lonely even more now.your definitely not alone

[Lovelife090994]

I feel like this all the time. I have no bf, true friends, and the only thing i trusted with everything is dead. Sometimes i feel so lonely i can't even cry. And my cousin, the only person i trust with anything has stopped talking to me as much, so i feel lonely even more now.your definitely not alone

In a way I'm not, but I am feeling lonely.

[Miserabilia]

I understand the feeling of feeling that way ):
I just get ouf of bed as a slur

[hockeyfan]

Depression is an illness. Ur dreams wouldn't prevent cancer and they as u know, they don't prevent depression. If u haven't already tell ur mom and ask her to take u to the doctor. If ur mom doesn't believe in depression talk to another trusted adult. A teacher or social for example. Help is always available for u. Plz take advantage of it. U have my sympathy.

[Lovelife090994]

Depression is an illness. Ur dreams wouldn't prevent cancer and they as u know, they don't prevent depression. If u haven't already tell ur mom and ask her to take u to the doctor. If ur mom doesn't believe in depression talk to another trusted adult. A teacher or social for example. Help is always available for u. Plz take advantage of it. U have my sympathy.

I told my mother and she didn't believe me or dismissed it saying that as a boy with a roof over his head and God that I shouldn't be depressed. Also, we haven't the money for a doctor and I don't have another adult in my life. I am not comfortable calling a hotline to vent and get info either. I usually only talk to those I trust unless I am writing like I did here online.