make the list before u consider suicide

[thatgothgirluknow]

so before u think about suicide or even just as a reminder make a list of everyone that loves you and would be affetced by ur absence remeber no matter how u feel someone out there cares about you try to put at least 3 people on it and remeber its not a contest then make a list of reasons to live if u cant come up with one of these then another reason to live so that u can take some time to figure them out the same thing goes for cutting or any other form of self harm every time u pick up that knife u take the chance of cutting to deep
people
1. jarod
2. my bf jeff
3. cierra
4. amber
5. tiff
6. jeffs mom
7. kevin
8. sydney
9. makala
10. may
11. jacub
12. grandpa
13. my dad
14. my step dad
15. my mom
16. betsy
17. aliea
18. jazz
19. mechasniper
reasons
1. i love my little sisters and never want them to hurt themselves
2. i love my mom and sisters and still want to have the chance to see them again someday
3. my boy friend loves me and i love him i want to be there for him to keep him from drinking agian
4. i want to make a differance in someones life before i die
5. i want to prove everyone wrong about me never being able to be anything
6. i want to become a councelar to help teens like me
7. i want to become famous or at least memorible so that people remeber my name
8. LOVE LOVE LOVE !!!!!!!!

[Cognizant]

1. my parents, obviously
2. my sisters
3. my grandparents
4. zoe
5. cherie
6. jayy
7. aaron
8. elsa
9. megan
10. joshua
11. youngjae
12. charlotte
13. ms. pomilia
14. ms. hogan
15. mr. ledgerwood
16. all of my VT pals, hopefully
17. Jordan

[CharlieHorse]

1. My mom
2. My brother
3. Kate
4. Mattie
5. Bridge
6. Ras
7. Practically all my relatives
8. 10+ people from school
9. Other people maybe

I've had a dream where I killed myself, and Kate found me dead. The look on her face in shock, and pain, and tears. Fucking hell, it's burned into my mind. It makes me cry thinking about it because I love her so much and I would never want to hurt her in any way ever. I can't forget it.

[Lovelife090994]

I've done this and was still deadly close to it. Sometimes I wish I was dreaming rather than living. I only have 4 people who love me and those 4 may stop if they knew the truth about me.

[Professor Moopicorn]

I've done this and was still deadly close to it. Sometimes I wish I was dreaming rather than living. I only have 4 people who love me and those 4 may stop if they knew the truth about me.

Dude, I know I don't really know you, but I would sure as hell miss you if you were gone.:( And I know there is heaps of other people on VT who feel the same way. Anyway, you're like my best friend on here!:P

[Lovelife090994]

Dude, I know I don't really know you, but I would sure as hell miss you if you were gone.:( And I know there is heaps of other people on VT who feel the same way. Anyway, you're like my best friend on here!:P

Well, thanks, but I struggle getting up if ever everyday. I just have. My aunts, mother, and God, and supposedly my distant father. I know people online but it isn't either. I'm lonely. Shocking how you said you'd miss me and quoted me.

[Professor Moopicorn]

Well, thanks, but I struggle getting up if ever everyday. I just have. My aunts, mother, and God, and supposedly my distant father. I know people online but it isn't either. I'm lonely. Shocking how you said you'd miss me and quoted me.

Don't be shocked. People would truly miss you! Just ask God for help with what ever you are struggling with and he will help. Hope you go ok. :)

[Lovelife090994]

Don't be shocked. People would truly miss you! Just ask God for help with what ever you are struggling with and he will help. Hope you go ok. :)

I know. But even with all the prayer, I don't feel love. I want love and friends, hopes and dreams. I know God loves me but I want someone on Earth to love me to. We can PM since this is off topic.

[thatgothgirluknow]

1. My mom
2. My brother
3. Kate
4. Mattie
5. Bridge
6. Ras
7. Practically all my relatives
8. 10+ people from school
9. Other people maybe

I've had a dream where I killed myself, and Kate found me dead. The look on her face in shock, and pain, and tears. Fucking hell, it's burned into my mind. It makes me cry thinking about it because I love her so much and I would never want to hurt her in any way ever. I can't forget it. thats a really good reason i hope u always remeber that

I've done this and was still deadly close to it. Sometimes I wish I was dreaming rather than living. I only have 4 people who love me and those 4 may stop if they knew the truth about me.

I know. But even with all the prayer, I don't feel love. I want love and friends, hopes and dreams. I know God loves me but I want someone on Earth to love me to. We can PM since this is off topic.
no matter how u feel there is someone who loves u im sure that they would love u no matter what if u where gone i would miss u plz stay strong and dont give up

[MechaSniper]

so before u think about suicide or even just as a reminder make a list of everyone that loves you and would be affetced by ur absence remeber no matter how u feel someone out there cares about you try to put at least 3 people on it and remeber its not a contest then make a list of reasons to live if u cant come up with one of these then another reason to live so that u can take some time to figure them out the same thing goes for cutting or any other form of self harm every time u pick up that knife u take the chance of cutting to deep
people
1. jarod
2. my bf jeff
3. cierra
4. amber
5. tiff
6. jeffs mom
7. kevin
8. sydney
9. makala
10. may
11. jacub
12. grandpa
13. my dad
14. my step dad
15. my mom
16. betsy
17. aliea
18. jazz
reasons
1. i love my little sisters and never want them to hurt themselves
2. i love my mom and sisters and still want to have the chance to see them again someday
3. my boy friend loves me and i love him i want to be there for him to keep him from drinking agian
4. i want to make a differance in someones life before i die
5. i want to prove everyone wrong about me never being able to be anything
6. i want to become a councelar to help teens like me
7. i want to become famous or at least memorible so that people remeber my name
8. LOVE LOVE LOVE !!!!!!!!


you forgot me

[thatgothgirluknow]

you forgot me

lol i could never forget you

[CharlieHorse]

thats a really good reason i hope u always remeber that


I hope like hell I forget it because it pains me.

[thatgothgirluknow]

I hope like hell I forget it because it pains me.

well i hope it doesnt pain u but it keeps u from killing urself

[Lovelife090994]

thats a really good reason i hope u always remeber that




no matter how u feel there is someone who loves u im sure that they would love u no matter what if u where gone i would miss u plz stay strong and dont give up

Thank you. I have a lot to work on. I'm just praying that God work with me and help me to not be so sad and lonely. Life hurts even though it has value.