update!! please read for more help (REALLY LONG)

[___ Is For Loverss]

alright here is the new scoop: well i deleted that guys screen name from my buddy list and i was like ill just move on whatever i give up... last night i was on a different screen name and talked to him about basically everything. I know i was desperate to talk to him but i was just straight up saying everything i wanted to but i couldnt as myself... i asked him what was going on and all that junk (keep in mind he had no idea it was me) and he said that the kid he said he liked before to me was just a kid he liked a lot as a friend, his only real friend and best friend thats why they talked to much and that they were even drifting as friends now. I went back on my screen name he knew and talked to him for an hour about relationships and everything like that and what we want from our lovers and we shared a lot of the same ideas and caught up.... but im not sure if i should take this further and try and have a relationship with him as a couple or just keep it friendly but i really really like him no joke its weird how crazy i am over him and he told me deep secrets too its like i dont wana let him go (he even told me stuff like that he wanted a special kiss with someone and his first time to be special and he said that hed probably be attached to them forever, somehting i really want, him to be obssesed with me back)

[kevin]

Well, If you meet him, than there's a point to this. If you don't meet him, then move on and try to find someone local, by getting to know them and be go friends with them until they could tell you they are gay. That's the only way.

[Elokyn]

somehting i really want, him to be obssesed with me back

k, you're gonna have to take two giant steps BACKWARDS for me.....you know this guy online.....I would share with you my experience with an online guy that I met...but then you'd never talk to people online again, and I'm not saying just cus he's online he's bad. But you just said yourself that you're obsessed with this dude....and....if he really loves you he wont want you to be obsessed with him....do you realize how silly that is? You can't let thinking about him consume you.....

Honestly if you meet him and things go well I wish you the best but you're taking things way way WAY way WAAAYYY too fast....slow down and let things happen..if you rush things and force things to happen you screw up what's supposed to happen...take a deep breath...you're ok. Everything is gonna be fine, just follow your heart!

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

wait i thought he met this guy in person...

[kevin]

The guy said he was going to drive to him when he got his license.

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

oh ya tats right, sorry i forgot. anyways internet "relationships" are worthless

[castillo_98]

Online = big waste of time. Soon you're just goin' way too fast and doing things normal you wouldn't do. Just don't.


And don't you find it unsettling that there's a chance they could be a pedophile or a nutcase? Ouch...