Alone

[Listener]

I have one good friend that I would trust my life with and he would do the same with me. We don't hang out much, but I still consider him a great friend. He laso goes to a different school from me now. At my school now I have 1-2 ok friends. I wouldn't tell them all my secrets. Well, tonight we had a last middle school dance for this year. I seemed to have fun, kind of. I was talk to a person who hates me but talkes to me most of the night. I helped him to dance with a girl, get a DJ to play a slow song, and doing the whole "wingman" thing. I was talking to him afterwards and he still treats me like a d***. Side story, we used to hang out when we were little, but we didn't after we turned 5-6. then now that I am 13 and he started to go to my new school we talk. We used to be friends and hang out at our new school, but several chain of events happened. I leave it at his dad cussed me out in the school parking lot after basketball practice. Long story short me and him aren't to good. Well tonight after the dance ended I noticed that I did nothing. I didn't even dance with a girl. All my other classmates, literally, all of them, went to hang out at somebodies house.

I got home and I was pretty disappointed. I started to see that nobody besides about 15 people, mostly distant relatives, actually cate about me. I tried to Snapchat a girl that I asked to the dance, which she siad "idk" and never responded back, and she responded with a snap saying "Why are you talking to me." I feel so down right now, and nobody wants to be with me or around me. Some kids call my a trouble or attention seeker. I may take things to far sometimes but everybody know that I don't always know that I am doing it. I also always talk back to teachers and others. I'm defiantly not a "great" kid.

I am smart, but I have no use for "smarts" if I don't have a friend to talk to. I try to do something and I get shot down. I try, but nothing ever comes of it. I... don't have anything.............

[Living For Love]

Probably you should become a bit closer with the good friend of yours you mentioned in the beginning of the post. You know, you're still too young to think that you don't have any good close friends. Since at that age we're always changing classes and schools, friends come and go, so we only have to cherish the moments we spend with some of them. You might be able to have good friendships, but they probably won't last too long. And don't think you're not a "great kid", because each person is unique, and you may realise you have a difficult personality, but that doesn't stop people from caring about you and being around you. But the fact that you actually messaged a girl, and spoke to someone you don't like much, those are all good things that favour you. We all feel kind lonely at a certain point in our lives, but that will change, sooner than you probably expect. (:

[Menzis]

Try to hang out a bit more with the friend you trust the most, and avoid that guy that treats you like a (d*** <-- idk what thats supposed to mean, but your words not mine.)

[JamesSuperBoy]

That is the deal with school - you cannot choose who is there or if or not you can be friends. If you talk back or as you admit take things to far and the like - does that make classmates want to be friends -

[Listener]

I tried to hang out with my one friend today, but he always seems to have an excuse. We only hang out about once a month, even though I talk to him 2-3 times a week over the phone. Him and I are drifting away.... I am working on my anger problems at home, but I don't have a big problem at school. I also don't think that I can just "change" my personality James. My mom works all the time. My sister hates me. My dad left my mom a couple months after I was born. I don't think anyone would care if I died.

[Pierce]

You might hate your life and the situation your in right now but there is a large chance that life will become so much greater for you. It seems really hard at times, but you have to try to survive for the chance of life getting much better.

[Listener]

Thanks, I guess. I need some new friends. Ture up the nice meter I guess. People don't accept the real me.

[thatgothgirluknow]

it doesnt matter how many friends u have only that u have some and that u can trust them and care about them and they do the same for u trust me in this world theres allot of people that just arent worth hanging out with if they arent willing to give u there time then its not worth giving them ur time dnt let them get u down u are importand there will always be obsticles in life but u have to learn to move them out of the way if someone says u cant do something prove them wrong

[Listener]

Well according to that then I have no friends. No one ever spends time with me.

[Jack russell dad]

I know this feeling all to well. It is why I'm a "loner". I to feel lonely all the time. Just hang in there