can i ask something

[Evanescent14]

If any of you ever thought about suicide but didn't do it, what was it that made you change your mind?
It is something I have thought about so much for months now, I can find no reason to stop myself anymore, I know what im going to do, how im going to do it, and soon.
Did any of you get to that point but found a reason not to, do you think when you get to this point that you have gone past the time when something could have made a difference?

[Sanctum]

it's usual among teens,
yeah i have, but i thought of my family and how upset they would get if i committed suicide and also we are not created to kill ourselves, it's a kind of murder

[Dalcourt]

If any of you ever thought about suicide but didn't do it, what was it that made you change your mind?
It is something I have thought about so much for months now, I can find no reason to stop myself anymore, I know what im going to do, how im going to do it, and soon.
Did any of you get to that point but found a reason not to, do you think when you get to this point that you have gone past the time when something could have made a difference?

I've been through horrible depressions and often thought about suicide...it's all planned out in my mind how I would do it and all, but still I always feel that I have to give life yet another chance...I still feel some spark of love for life in my heart...and I can still see that there's beauty in the world and that there are things I want to do before I go...these things hold me back, it's hard to describe, though...
Second thing is I always feel like a coward...dying seems an easy way out, even if it is hard to do...but I don't want the others to win.

You know, bad things happen even a lot of bad things sometimes, but for everyone life as also good things in store. Everyone is here for a reason, even if sometimes this reason seems unclear.

[ImCoolBeans]

I changed my mind because I realized that it wasn't worth ending my life over feeling bad for a little while. You have a long life ahead of you, don't throw it away and give up because of what's happening now. That it as incentive to do something good and make the life you want to be yours happen. Only you can change your own life.

[Thatcarguy]

dont do it i see youre in canada call kids help phone or the suicide hotline if you feel like doing it your life is worth more

[Croconaw]

I can't bring myself to do it. I just can't think of anything good coming from it. :)

[kaydencorey]

Please don't do it :(
You are special in so many ways.
Keep trying, please.